Not at First Sight Book 2!!!

Chapter 31

Y/N POV

After graduating your plan was to move back in with your parents till you get married.

Luckily they were nice enough to house you one last time.

Sadly your parents lived 2 and a half hours away from your college.

So Taehyung would be less then two days which is great!

But more than an hour away like when he lived in his friend's house.

You could still drive there and back in one day but it would be harder to see him as much as you used to during summer breaks.

It would only be for the semester though then he would move back to the town he grew up in, where he would only be an hour away again.

Taehyung worked on finishing his semester.

You worked at the daycare.

You enjoyed it and it gave you experience, money and kept you busy.

Though you constantly thought of Taehyung, you missed him so much.

This was going to be a long semester.

You would call and text anytime you could.

Skype as much as possible, it was nice to see and hear him but it slightly made you miss him even more.

You got to see him maybe once a month, it felt like it was slowly killing you not being able to be near him.

Like your heart was slowly being ripped from your chest, you couldn't wait for this semester to be over.

You wanted Taehyung to be closer!!!

An hour away would be so much easier to see him often.

Time was not on your side.

When you did get together you tried to spend every waking moment with one another.

Each time you part ways it gets harder and harder to leave or see him leave.

You always looked forward to the next time you get to see him.

In between these times you check your mail hoping for another love letter.

He usually sends them once a week sometimes more than once.

He tried to write one for everyday to send to you, most of the time you would get an envelope with several days stuffed into it.

You enjoyed reading about his day and what thoughts were on his mind.

He seemed to be suffering just as much as you with being apart.

His letters were always sappy yet endearing.

As in:

[My Beautiful Y/N,

As usual you were constantly on my mind

today. Never think for a moment, my beloved

cherry blossom, that you are far from my

mind. Perish the thought! With every passing

day, I feel your absence more and more. And

with each day, I look forward to being reunited

with you. After every time we Skype I acutely

realize just how much I missed you. How much

I do miss you. At this point, it is starting to

affect me physically. I can feel the ache in my

bones, the pain in my heart. My mind is

restless, and my heart feels torn asunder. My

brain hurts, and my chest feels tight. My

throat refuses to let me talk and my mouth

runs dry. I swear, my body feels as though it is

falling apart without you. My beloved Y/N, you

make me feel happy, whole, healthy, and

complete. These are not just sentimental sappy

things. These are concrete, literal truths. My

love for you is so strong, burns with such

passion, that it is known throughout my whole

person- body, mind and soul. Y/N my sweet,

my love, know this and know it well: You have

me; I am yours. I miss talking to and with you.

When I am with you I feel as though I can

speak about anything. With you, I feel no

judgment, nor do I feel the need to hold back. I

have told you many a time how you make me

want to be a better man. One of the ways is

being honest. I value the honesty in our

relationship. I can only hope that as time goes

on, I can only become more honest. In fact, I

will start now. Honest truth: Y/N, you make

me the happiest man in the world. Oh, how

grand our reunion will be! How marvelous! I

will sweep you off your feet and swing you

round. I will hold you once again in my arms; I

will grasp you within my loving embrace. And

I will kiss you with all I am. Our eyes shall

meet, smiling at one another, hands

intertwined. Hearts bound together. What a

day that shall be! I cannot wait for it! Until

then, dream of me, even as I dream of you.

With all my heart,

Taehyung

I love you, I love you, I love you.]

His words made your flutter and ache at the same time.

You couldn't wait till this waiting was over, if only the semester would fly by!!!