Not at First Sight Book 2!!!

Chapter 32

Taehyung POV

Y/N graduated then moved back in with her parents, sadly it's two and a half hours away from you at college.

Still closer than the two day drive, but longer than the hour drive you had when you were back in your friends's house.

You could drive to see her or her to see you in a day but still would be harder to see her as much as you did during summer breaks.

You just needed to get through this semester then you were going to find a place back in your town you grew up in and then be only an hour away again.

You continued your schooling hoping it would go by quickly.

You are so busy with homework, tests and just trying to survive school in general.

Y/N ended up working in the daycare again.

It was hard not seeing her everyday.

It felt like a part of you was always missing, like you were never going to be whole again.

It hurt you so much not having her near.

You thought of her almost every second of the day, she was always the first thing you thought of when you woke up and the last thing you thought of before falling asleep.

You wondered how you would survive this semester without her.

Yes you got to call and text her whenever you could but it wasn't enough.

You Skyped as much as possible but it almost made it worse.

You loved seeing her beautiful face and hearing her angelic voice but it made you miss her even more.

You only got to see her but once a month, you both are attached at the hip when you two are together, not wanting to miss anytime you could squeeze out being in the same vicinity.

Every time it was getting harder and harder to leave her or watch her walk away.

You are so ready to be done with school and move closer to Y/N.

You always looked forward to being with her again.

To get your thoughts out and tell her about your day you tried your best to write daily letters to Y/N.

Writing the letters was a good way to get all your feelings out that were otherwise bottled up inside.

You wanted to write to her telling her how much she means to you and how much you love her.

Each one being cute and sappier than the last one.

You usually stuffed the envelope with a few days worth then mailed them out to Y/N.

Your most recent letter consisted of:

[My Beautiful Y/N,

As usual you were constantly on my mind

today. Never think for a moment, my beloved

cherry blossom, that you are far from my

mind. Perish the thought! With every passing

day, I feel your absence more and more. And

with each day, I look forward to being reunited

with you. After every time we Skype I acutely

realize just how much I missed you. How much

I do miss you. At this point, it is starting to

affect me physically. I can feel the ache in my

bones, the pain in my heart. My mind is

restless, and my heart feels torn asunder. My

brain hurts, and my chest feels tight. My

throat refuses to let me talk and my mouth

runs dry. I swear, my body feels as though it is

falling apart without you. My beloved Y/N, you

make me feel happy, whole, healthy, and

complete. These are not just sentimental sappy

things. These are concrete, literal truths. My

love for you is so strong, burns with such

passion, that it is known throughout my whole

person- body, mind and soul. Y/N my sweet,

my love, know this and know it well: You have

me; I am yours. I miss talking to and with you.

When I am with you I feel as though I can

speak about anything. With you, I feel no

judgment, nor do I feel the need to hold back. I

have told you many a time how you make me

want to be a better man. One of the ways is

being honest. I value the honesty in our

relationship. I can only hope that as time goes

on, I can only become more honest. In fact, I

will start now. Honest truth: Y/N, you make

me the happiest man in the world. Oh, how

grand our reunion will be! How marvelous! I

will sweep you off your feet and swing you

round. I will hold you once again in my arms; I

will grasp you within my loving embrace. And

I will kiss you with all I am. Our eyes shall

meet, smiling at one another, hands

intertwined. Hearts bound together. What a

day that shall be! I cannot wait for it! Until

then, dream of me, even as I dream of you.

With all my heart,

Taehyung

I love you, I love you, I love you.]

You poured your heart out into that letter hoping Y/N would feel all the love you wanted and needed to give her now and forever!!!

She is your heart, your love, your everything. Y/N is your world!!!

The love of your life!!!