Not at First Sight Book 2!!!

Chapter 46

Taehyung POV

You call and text Y/N everyday.

Talking to her makes you feel better and can slightly relax you after a long day at work.

It's sometimes hard to not bring home, work with you.

Especially after work when you are both physically and mentally drained from your long day.

The stress and the worry about how your children are doing always seems to be there too.

Also coming home with physical bruises and the mentality on occasion you aren't good enough.

With the kids calling you names, and cursing at you almost daily it was hard sometimes to not take it personally.

You knew it wasn't really their fault they were just raised usually in the wrong environment, but still it can be mentally scaring.

You honestly wondered at times if you are really cut out for this job, it's an important job and the kids really need help but could you do it and do it well.

Can you make a difference in their lives?!!!

Most days you didn't know.

Lots of kids would act out with hitting, kicking and biting.

Usually directed towards staff sometimes other children.

The centers policy is to move them to a certain room.

It's almost like a detention room.

They have to sit there quietly for a set time before they can leave.

Sometimes it's minutes they are in this room, other times they can be in there for hours.

Always depends on the child and the day.

Supposedly this method works, they have facts and research to back it all up, but you still didn't quite agree with it.

It seems harsh to you.

Was there a better way, who knows?!

One weekend with Y/N you show her your bruised arm and proceed to tell her how you got it.

When you have Y/N look at it, the bruise is the color of blue, black and purple.

It looks horrible, and wasn't pleasant when you got it either.

One of the kids was acting out that day and decided that biting was the way to go.

The kid latched onto your arm and bit down with such force you thought they would break skin.

It took all you had in you to not yell out in pain at that moment.

You thought the kid would never let go, another staff had to pull the kid off you.

It was such a bad bite that you had to write a report about the incident to have on file.

Y/N looked worried when she saw it.

You had to be honest with her but, you hope she doesn't worry more about you now.

You figure out wedding stuff with Y/N, as in the ceremony.

The order of the events and what songs and where they should be in the ceremony.

This is a subject you want to have a say in.

Y/N let's you decide on the order and songs.

You finally finish that all up.

You know having another item to cross off Y/N's to do list will make her feel better and less stressed.

Y/N asks you to pick out songs for the reception.

You start looking up songs and making a playlist.

You are going to have a close friend be the DJ, he just wants a list of songs he needs for it.

You spends hours to days finding songs when you are not working or talking/hanging out with Y/N.

She also asks what you want to do when we both walk out after the ceremony.

The norm is bubbles or bells but you want kazoos.

It's fun, slightly different and you love music so why not.

Y/N thinks that sounds fantastic.

All you need is a photographer, luckily that doesn't take long to find the right one.

He is highly experienced, within budget and takes amazing pictures.

He is also very charismatic, which will be nice when most of that day will probably be spent taking photos.

He seems like he will be great to work with.

Another big decision down.

Y/N can again worry less.

The wedding will be soon!!!

You can't wait!!!

Hopefully all of Y/N's planning doesn't go to waste.