Don't get too close

Death.Part 2

-Natasha's pov-

He's gone.

He's gone.

I keep repeating the words over and over in my head..It doesn't seem real yet..It can't be real.

I don't know what's going on,I don't know where we're driving.

I'm next to Justin in the back seat of a car,sobbing into his chest.

Austin is gone.

"We're almost home,"a voice announces from the front seat,I'm assuming it's Brian.

But I can't look up now,I don't have the energy.

Austin is gone..

"He's gone.."I whisper,more to myself them anyone.

"Natasha please stop crying."Justin says,

I ignore him though,sobbing harder.

My boyfriend,the boy that I love,is dead.

I'm never going to see him again.

He's gone.

The car comes to a stop.

Justin gets out and lifts me into his arms,carrying me bridal style.

I just rest my head in his chest,trying to control my sobs.

He places me on a couch,I think we are at his house.

Ryan comes running down the stairs and towards me,plopping himself next to me.

"Natasha?Natasha are you ok?"

I just sob more,"he's g-gone."

"Who's gone?",i ignore him but he repeats himself,"Who's gone?!"

"AUSTIN!"I scream,standing up,"AUSTIN IS GONE."I yell again.

His eyes widen,"fuck."

I start to sob again and fall onto the couch.

"Ryan go help the guys with their injuries."Justin orders.

He sighs but obeys and walks somewhere down the hall.

Justin sits next to me and wraps an arm around me,"Natasha?"

"What?"I mutter,trying to stop sobbing.

"Please stop crying."

"I c-can't."

He sighs and pulls me in for a hug.I bury my face into the crook of his neck and just cry.

I replay all of the events in my head.

Austin is gone,the boy I love,is dead.I will never see Austin again.How can this happen to me?

***

"Natasha?"Justin knocks on the door softly.

I was laying down in Justin's bed,getting ready to go to sleep.

The other guys went home and Ryan was in the spare room.

"Yeah..?"

"Do you want dinner? I can get pizza or I can make you some-"

"I'm fine."I cut him off.

I'm not crying anymore.It still doesn't feel real.It feels like tomorrow I'll wake up and everything will be fine.

"You can't go without eating Nat-"

"I'm fine."I repeat myself.

"Alright then,"he sighs,"well do you need anything else?"

"No."I shake my head.He nods and starts to walk out,"Justin?"