Don't get too close

Mixed emotions

*Justins pov*

I couldn't help it.

The way she was lying on top of me,giggling.

The way her eyes looked into mine,those beautiful eyes.

I couldn't take it any longer.I liked her ever since I first saw her when we were younger,and it killed me when Austin got together with her.

And I just had to kiss her,I had to.Sparks were flying through my veins,I go to kiss her again but she pulls back,wide eyes.

"I-",she shakes her head.

Fuck Justin.What have you done.

Ryan and Chaz just stare,speechless.

"Oh my god,Natasha I'm-"

She shakes her head,a single tear sliding down her cheek.She quickly stands up and runs out of the bouncy house.I hear a faint sob escape her lips as she steps out.

I feel like someone's ripped my heart out and broken it into pieces,hearing the girl I lo-I mean,the girl I like,cry because of me.

"Shit."I mutter.

"Bro that's not fucking cool."Ryan spits,shaking his head before running after Nat.

Chaz just looks at me,shaking his head,"I'm going after her dude.Back off for a little,yeah?"He sighs,walking out as well before he jogs to catch up.

I watch until they both get lost in the crowd.

I'm such an idiot.

*Natasha's pov*

I keep running,breathing heavily.

What the actual fuck just happened?

Did he seriously just fucking kiss me?!

I wipe away a few tears that escape.

I slow down a little,running out of breath.

I know there was something there,sparks?I don't know,but I don't like him and I'm not ready for a Relationship yet,can't he respect that?

I slow down my pace to a steady pace,looking around.Where am I?

Suddenly a hand grabs my wrist and spins me around.

I scream.

"Nat it's just me."Ryan's voice rings through my ears.

I look up into his face,oh.

I look down again.

I can't believe Justin just fucking kissed me.

Manwhore.

I feel more tears burning my eyes but I don't dare let them spill in front if Ryan.

"Are you ok?"He asks worriedly,Chaz coming up behind him.

"I-I'm fine."I croak.

Ryan sighs before he wraps his arms around me sadly.I let out a quiet sob as my bury my head in his chest.

That kiss reminded me of Austin.

Austin.

I miss him so fucking much.His touch,his eyes,his hair,his arms,his lips...Him.

Fuck life.

"Nat?"Someone asks from behind me.

I pull back and try to stop my sobbing as I turn around and see Justin standing there.

"Dude back off."Ryan stands in front of me protectively.

Suddenly I feel a spark of anger light inside if me,growing into a fire of rage.

I push past Ryan and storm over to him,angry tears streaming down my face.

I waist no time,as soon as he is in arms reach I pull my hand back and slap his right across the face.

"What the actual fuck is wrong with you,Bieber?"I spit,"You can't just fucking kiss me right now you know that's not right."

"IM SORRY I LIKE YOU,OK?!I CANT FUCKING HELP MY FEELINGS OK?!"he yells.

I take a step back,scared.

He just yelled really loud at me.

Memories flash through my head.

I slap my hand over my mouth to stop sobs escaping,but it only muffles them.

All of a sudden Ryan storms towards him,pushing him hard.

"The fuck man?Thats not cool."He says,pushing him again.

"Ryan-"

"Let's go,Nat."Chaz says worriedly,pulling me away.

"But-"

"Trust me,you don't want to see it."he sighs,hugging me into his side in a friendly manner.

I don't want to see it?See what?

I turn my head to see Ryan punching Justin.

"Chaz please get Ryan away from Justin,I'm walking to the car by myself,I'll be fine."I sigh.

"Ok"he nods,giving my shoulder a squeeze before running back to the fighting boys.

I keep walking towards the car,I can't stop thinking about Justin and that kiss.

The sparks,the fireworks,just like Austin.

What am I saying?I don't even like him,like at all.I don't know why he decided to kiss me but I'm just going to let it go and pretend it never happened.

But now I have to keep my distance from Justin..UGH.

The car comes into view,I sigh in relief.

But-what?

No,no it can't be.

Is that...

-Justin's pov-

Ryan punches me one more time,sending me falling to the ground.

I groan in pain,feeling my jaw throb and bruise.

"The fuck dude?"I yell,spitting out blood.

A small crowd has formed around us.

"You can't just fucking kiss her like that!"he yells.

Chaz walks over to me and helps me up.

"Justin,what the fuck?You know she's broken right now."He says,disappointment filling his voice.

I shake my head,"let's go."I spit.

He sighs but we all walk back to the car where I'm assuming Natasha is,Ryan and Chaz keep their distance behind me.

I turn the corner and scan my eyes for the car in the carpark.

I see the car and begin to walk over there.

But wait,who's that dude?

Oh shit.

"NATASHA!"I yell!

So this was the shortest chapter ever and I know I've been really shit lately buuuuut my mum is getting the laptop fixed soooo more updates and longer chapters woohoo!

I almost have 6k on 'who would've thought' !! And I'm working on chapter two for 'my demons' which will be published as a book after this one,sorry I don't like doing two books at a time.

Now I have a massive plot twist coming up and boy it's gonna be good.Probably in the next 15 chapters.

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