Random Thoughts🌙

Uncertainty meets doubt

  When it comes to you I'm always walking on eggshells. Always second guessing my words, decisions, questioning and doubting myself. I end up deleting that text, backspacing my messages, waiting on words I want to say. I pull back from opening up because I fear judgement from those I care for. I fear losing you. I fear making you regret ever getting to know me and sticking by me. That's why I swallow my words, I restrain myself, I try to brush things off. I feel stupid for feeling, for being human. I feel insecure about being myself. I feel bad for being who I am.