Who Can You Trust?

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"So how you feeling about Justin. No bullshit"

We are currently getting our nails done at a shop in the mall.

"I mean I like him. But he sees us just as friends. I'm not trying to push him in to anything he doesn't want to be. Plus I'm just living. He's my bestfriend"

"No bitch I'm your bestfriend. You every day something like that again I'll pop you in your mouth. But see y'all play to dam much. You both know y'all like eachother but want to be fucking stubborn. I bet you any amount of money if you called that nigga from breakfast has would go kill that not. Younging would be right behind him. I give the boy props for not being a bitch and trying to get at you in front of them. But Justin friend zone the fuck out yo little ass"

"Gee thanks sis I feel so much better now that we talked"

"I'm just saying y'all better make a move. Stop playing this bestfriend shit and get real"

I think over what she says. But we're friends, a guy like him wouldn't want me. I'm not about to embarrass my self. We should stay friends any way, it would complicate things. He needs to find a kind,big hearted, beautiful,skinny girl. I'm damaged goods, with allot of baggage. He doesn't need that in his life.

Younging & Shay's House

"Nigga how you feel about my little sister?"

"Mane go on with all that"

"Nigga I'll kick your ass over make you break your fucking neck. I asked how you feel about my sister ugly dude"

"Why you so fucking childish? Mane I don't know. It's like I'm feeling the fuck outta her. But then it's like something holds me back, because I don't want to fuck up what we got. It's like one minute I just want to be friends then a nigga try to push up on her and I get heated. Females done fucked me over so much in this lifestyle. It's hard to find somebody that's fine for you and not your money."

"That's where you got her fucked up. She not like one of your messy gold digging no having ass hoe. She got her own bread. She got a strong head on her shoulders. You slipping, your light bright ass is going to wake up and she gone be in another niggas arms. How you gone feel then? Fucked up"

It's like his words knocked the wind out me. I fall losing the fucking game.

"Mane fuck this game, shit stupid"

"Naw you just stupid, you mad you lost that's all. You'll be ok"

"Fuck you, how long they been going? You think they iight"

"Yea, they good I got a GPS in there phone. If they running or fighting some shit like that. It will alert me there location. So no I don't look where that go. I just got it set up for emergency. Y'all spending the night again, or we coming to y'all house"

"Slick ass, y'all coming to us tonight"

"Now that's what I'm talking about. Fuck around and move in your low key shit"

"Shit y'all can, you might have to anyway. I think the police really trying to get my ass. I don't need Akoni by herself if they do"

"You gone be good, or I'll blow the jail house up. Where they gone put you if they don't have no where to put you."

"I want you to listen to what you say sometimes"

"Muthafucka it's coming out my mouth, all this shit is connected someway. So I hear myself. Your dum ass better listen to your inner self before you lose a real one"

"Shut your ass up. Let's go eat"

"Brownies?"

"And you know that"

He straight faces me

"Don't try to sound like me, the hell wrong with you. Now bring your ass to then sexy ass brownies"

"Crazy ass"

"Gang Gang"