I wake up in Justin's arms. Feeling something on my arm,I see he must bandaged it up last night. Its like I'll feel happy,angry then sadness. I'll bust out crying then I do it all over again. But sometimes when I cut I feel better. Even though I know it's wrong it still feels good. Allot of people won't understand. They will call me stupid for harming myself. People are so quick to judge but you don't know the half of what I've been through.
I get out the bed taking a shower then getting dressed. I write a letter saying I'll be back later. I have to go meet up with a man that says he can make my shop how I want it. I'm just opening one for now to see if it goes anywhere. If it takes off I'll dab in a few other things.
Grabbing my keys and my phone. As soon as I get in the car he phone rings.
"Hello best brother in the world"
"I'mma beat your ass, if I ever hear you cutting again"
"Tell her baby, and when he done I'mma beat yo ass then Justin gone go after us. The hell wrong with you"
I try not to laugh because I know they are so serious.
"Ok ok, I'm sorry"
"I got this babe, cool out. I called you to see if you wanted to go get the rest of your things from that niggas house. I'll ride with you"
"Yea because I left my laptop and all over there. I'm about to go talk to this man about a shop I'm trying to open"
"Shit come get me. He might be trying to get you out your money"
"Oooh bae I want to go. Babyyyy can I go? I know you hear me nigga! Ignore me again you won't get no cat for a week"
"Girl my bad I was trying to swallow my spit before I answered you. Yeah you go can baby"
I bust out laughing. His crazy ass
"I'll be there in 15"
"Iight"
I stop by McDonald's getting them some biscuits while I get a strawberry parfait and a water.
I beep the horn three times letting them know I'm outside.
Shay runs out jumping in the front seat. She gives me a hug them plucks my forehead.
"Ow!"
"You dam Skippy"
Younging gets in the backseat
"Just for that you don't get your food. Brother you can have everything in the bag"
"Shit you don't have to tell me twice"
Shay grabs the bag getting her sausage, cheese biscuit work a hash brown.
"You not eating sis"
"I got the yogurt in there"
"Why?"
I pull off because fucking with them we will be sitting there all day
"Because they are healthy and good"
"Fucking lies, let me find out you trying to lose weight. I'mma tell Nana so she will make you come there. You know if you look 1 pound off she gone make you a big ass dinner"
"Then I guess you won't be telling her now will you"
"I'll think about it"
We pull up to the location. It's a nice set up out side. Plus it's on a busy street, so I'll get more business.
I unlock the building. Even if I don't make it into a Vapor shop I can make it a corner store or something.
About 15 minutes later a middle aged Caucasian with salt and pepper hair walks in. He looks like he made his hair like that thou because he's not that old.
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Who Can You Trust?
Roman d'amourA thug love roller coaster. Filled with drama,pain and love. Who can you trust when everybody around you is becoming a snake. We live we learn we grow. I've been through so much in my life. I've seen so much. I know how fast things can change. I kno...