Who Can You Trust?

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Shay POV

He's really done with me. I can't believe this! All that we have been through he's done. I can't blame nobody but myself. But it's not what it seems. I just don't know how to say it. I love that man with all of me. I don't want to lose him I can't lose him. It's time to tell my truth that's if he will listen. If not I'll just take my baby and move fast away and raise her. I got the DNA test the same day I had her. I hurt myself more than anything. My child will not suffer from my actions. Not like I did with my mama.

Grabbing a piece of paper and a pen, I begin my truth. Even if it falls on death ears. So here goes nothing, this will either make us work it out or it will break us forever. But I have to do what I have to do.

Cherry POV

"Bitch!"

He begins kicking me over and over. I lay there pretending to be pasted out. This comes with the life I chose sometimes. Yeah the money is great but shit like this can always happen.

I hear his zip up his pants and slam the door. I pick my self up like I have millions of times. Balling up I let my tears drop. I will never let no nigga see me cry. My daddy use to beat that crying shit out of me. When the ol mighty preacher found out his golden but was gay he tried to beat it out of me. If I walked wrong I got beat. If I did something different with my clothes or hair I got beat. My mother was no better. Every beat came with a prayer. She would witnesses the shit and wouldn't do anything but hold her Bible and cross up while she prayed and cried. I'm not going to lie, I lied to myself for so long that I forgot who I was. I was a fucking shell of myself. That's why I don't do that closet shit. I will never go through that again or be with someone that does. It's not for me. The last straw was when he came home early. I was dressed in a dress and high heels with my make up on point and all. He beat me so bad that night he put me in the hospital, saying I got jumped for being the preachers son. No matter what I did it was never good enough for him. I played football, basketball, baseball,track, hell I graduated number one in class. When I left the hospital noone was there to get me. I went to that house they all ignored me. Locking myself in the room packing as much as I could before jumping out my bedroom window, I never looked back. They never tried to find me. I had college money that was in my name. I got me a hotel room and started tricking. Cash flow was fast, and I had love even if it came in the form of a nut. I'm there for that moment. I did this for a year, then I meet Akoni. I didn't even tell her what I was going through it's like she just knew. She invited me into her home free of charge. That's why I love that girl. We are all fucked up looking for love. No judgement comes with the friendship. Even if everybody is having there ups and downs right now.

Young POV

Taking another sip from the bottle.

"Go bitch Go, ayyyyeeee Go bitch Go"

I ain't about to lie this bitch got a fat ass.

"Come on daddy, follow me"

Getting up I'm done but I won't let this bitch know. Aye why niggas go to the strip club when things ain't right in there life. I don't want to be done with Shay but I have to make myself.

"My pussy is juicy for you papi"

"That's good for your pussy,I just want your mouth thou. I know your pussy done been through there. Bitch don't give me that look you know that shit true. Fuck this talking get on your knees and suck my dick."

Releaseing my dick out my pants and breifs. Her eyes grow big making a smile appear on my face. She takes the entire thing to back of her throat.

"Fuck! Take it take it. Good girl now spit"

She looks at me with doe eyes reminding me of Shay. Nigga get over her. Look what she did to you just like she said it's just some head right.

Keep telling yourself that Young keep telling yourself that.

Akoni POV

"Shit hey y'all everything good with me. Me and Kayo just chilling"

"What's up y'all?"

"But it's no stress for us, I like it that way"

But we all know the quietness never lasts long 😚