Who Can You Trust?

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"You just don't understand Shay"

She grabs me by my shirt with tears streaming down her face

"Then make me understand Young!"

"Your only here because of my daughter. There's the truth, you made me see you as a whole entire different person. I was about to marry a stranger"

"We can still get married, my feelings have not changed"

"You was staying with a whole nigga. You played me, you was ready to give up everything when you thought I was cheating. Over a fucking text you ran to another nigga arms. So what should I do? That makes me feel you were just looking for anything to go to that nigga"

"That's not true!"

"How? Huh? How it's not? You put me out the hospital room not even a hour after giving birth to my seed. You left the hospital with out telling me. You came in this house and took all your shit when nobody was here. I go searching for you and who open the fucking door? A nigga you enlisted with"

Her eyes go big at the mention of them being in the army together

"You heard me and Akoni talking?"

"Yea I did but shit did you really think I wasn't about to go talk to the nigga? You lucky I didn't kill his bitch ass"

"Why did you even go over there?"

I look at this girl crazy

"To kill the nigga but I decided to fuck him up after we talked"

"You did what?!?"

I laugh

"There's my answer right there. Um I want a DNA test also"

"She is yours, we never had sex Young. I let him eat me but that's it"

"Well tell that nigga that because he saying a different thing. But it don't matter anymore does it?"

"What are you trying to say?"

"It's not what I'm trying to say it's what's already been said. Get your shit and get the fuck out! I can forgive a one night stand but I can't forgive 3 years. Your in love and it's not with me. You played me bravo to your ass. What you thought you was going to have a whole relationship with that nigga then come home and be with me but still fuck off work me?"

"I was lonely Young"

"You made that decision Shay! I had your back. When your own family said fuck you I was there. When you had no fucking place to go I had you. All those nights I was fucking lonely I didn't fuck off on you one time. Man fuck this let me leave before I do something I will regret. Please be gone before I get back if not your shit will be outside."

"Please don't do this"

"Should have been telling yourself that when you laying your hoe ass underneath him"

I grab my keys and phone heading out the door. I never would have thought she would do me the way she did. Guess I never really knew the bitch.

Akoni POV

I've been thinking about the word love allot lately. It's like my mouth won't form those words even if I feel it. Maybe it's from falling for Justin so quick then it turning out the way it did. I don't want to say the words and it be a regret or worse it makes him run.

"What you thinking about so hard?"

"Nothing just life"

"What about life?"

How do I put it in words?

"Honestly I don't know. I was thinking about when it's to soon to tell since one how you feel without them running"

He looks at giving a soft look

"I won't run you Akoni,iight I know I did in the past but that's what it is the past. I'm feeling the hell out of you to the point I don't know what I would do with out you on my life. I want to build with you. And if I'm going through something I want you to be my clutch. That goes both ways"

"I like that"

"I know you like when a nigga get gushy"

"I like it better when his gushy if the truth"

"Always"

Cherry's POV

"Look stop calling my phone"

"Baby just hear me out"

"You got 5 minutes nigga"

"I'm sorry for putting you through the shit I put you through. I'm afraid to come out. What will people say and think about me? Am I really ready to be judged? So much comes with me coming out. Then I got a baby that's coming. What an I suppose to say when he gets old enough"

"Look Clarence you need to figure out your life and what you want. I'm not the one for you. I deserve to be claimed out in the open. I don't want to be nobody's bottom bitch. Your confused right now I can understand that. But I can't hide myself or the person I'm fucking. I'm not a closet hoe I'm a open hoe. So I wish you the best in life. But me and you are completely done Sweetheart"

I hang up the phone. I need to close that book and move on with my life.

"How much for head sexy?"

"That will cost you 200 and a extra 50 if you want me to swallow"

He throws the money at me then unbuckles his pants letting his pencil dick out

"That's another 50 since your dick is ugly and little"

He throws another 100

"Now get your ass to work bitch"

I guess this is my life right now. I have to keep up with the ones around me. Even if this is the life I live I take what I can get. Fuck what people think of me. I get it how I live.