Who Can You Trust?

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"Baby me and Young about to go to the mall. Would you like to go?"

"No our time change is fucking with my body. I just want to sleep."

"Iight we will be back later"

"Ok"

He kisses me before shutting the door

Just as I'm about to doze off a knock then a enter comes through.

"Akoni can we talk"

"What? What? What? Shay, what could you possibly want?"

"I just want to say sorry how I left everything. I would never want you to question our friendship"

"Why did you cheat?"

She sits on the corner of the bed. I don't bother rising up to give her my attention.

"It was a even cheat, well that's how I thought of it. It just sorta happened, I mean we never had sex"

"From the fact you couldn't yet because you just had a baby or your mind wouldn't allow you to?"

"A little of both. But I admit I let him eat me out. Young wasn't calling or texting anymore so I said fuck it. The entire time I was thinking Young had sex with someone else so I'm doing nothing wrong. Then the next day y'all showed up"

"How you know him Shay?"

"What you mean?"

"So this is where the lies start at? A man is not going to let a girl that just had a baby come live with him with nothing in return. So your either friends way before the situation, been fucking him or started fucking him when y'all moved together. I'm guessing Young didn't ask that from the surprised look on your face"

She begins playing with her fingers

"We meet over seas he was in my camp. He would flirt here and there but I never paid it no mind. He was married and I had Young. So I never took it that way. So yes we already knew eachother"

"His wife know?"

"No, he said what she doesn't know won't kill her. And I wasn't going to his wife even if we never had sex. It was more of a mental situation"

"This isn't something that happened over night Shay"

"I know I know Akoni"

"Apparently you don't know. You let this man, he tried to kill himself over you. Then you keep his seed from him. Who does that?"

"Why can't you get over it like he did? Dam! And you must have forgotten you left to"

I'm up now right in her face

"I wasn't his fucking girl! His back bone his day one. YOU were! My business is I couldn't take the shit I was going through so yeah I left"

"Why? Just because Kayo left you"

"No bitch,I left because my brother tried to kill his self over a bitch that could fucking give a shit.I left because I just got kidnapped by a nigga that mind fucked me ruthlessly. I fucking left because the first person I fell in love with then out of fucking love put a bullet in his head in front of me. Judge me all the fuck you want, I don't give a fuck. But I bet I was a call away. I bet I was the one that held him until his eyes were fucking close when we both thought he was dieing. I bet I never lied to him. I bet I never fucked off and took a child from him. It's a difference between me and you, I'll own up when I'm wrong. Have you? Just because the outside has forgave you doesn't mean his inside has. But I'm done with this conversation, give me some time I'll come around but right now it's fuck you just like you said fuck me"