A thug love roller coaster. Filled with drama,pain and love. Who can you trust when everybody around you is becoming a snake. We live we learn we grow.
I've been through so much in my life. I've seen so much. I know how fast things can change. I kno...
"Ok ok dam put that shit away. Man ah nigga missed your ass for real. I tried to go on with my life like I never met you. Yeah we was never on no fuck with you shit but I fucked with you the long way. I've never done that relationship shit with no body. I don't trust easily. You make me feel shit I've never felt before, I guess fuck I don't like this feeling shit. I ran when I could see you in my future. No female has ever done that shit to be before. But you make me want to try with you."
"Kayo I want you to understand if your with me then your with me. Don't play with my emotions, just because shit gets hard doesn't give you lead way to run. If we do try this relationship thing, I want you to be able to talk to her about anything. Don't go to anybody else, I will kill the next bitch that tries me. Leave me before you step out, that's if you want to be with me. Oh and don't jump to anything come to me before you think some shit"
"I can respect that as long as you do the same to me. But I do have a confession"
"Hello, um is this your girlfriend? If not can I get your number"
I see Akoni from the corner of my eye reaching for a fucking butter knife
"Um she's my interest"
"So that means you both are not together yet, and I have a chance"
"Bitch I'm giving you a chance to walk away with your life or I can take the chance of cutting your fucking head off your neck with this butter knife. Better yet WAITOR! CAN YOU BRING ME A STEAK KNIFE?!?!"
That's are que to leave before they call the police on our asses. We have the attention of everybody around us. I throw my middle fingers up smirking as they gasp. Dramatic asses, pulling my wallet out I put a $100 down for our $30 meal. Just for the scene we are making.
Akoni tosses the knife at the girls head that's jogging away. I pick her up when I see her inch for the fork. When we get outside I look down at her.
"Really?"
"Huh,oh hush the shit is over"
Taking her small hand in mine as we walk down the busy street. We pick a spot that's across from the Eiffel Tower.
Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
"Hey?"
"Hummmm?"
"What was your confession?"
I look down at our entwined hands smiling. But it drops when I look back in her eyes. This could change us this could be the deal breaker of her not wanting anything to do with me. I could lose her over something I can't help. Taking a deep breath releasing it
