Who Can You Trust?

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"How is he?"

I don't look up it's like everything is going fast pace in this hospital. Everybody walks by with pity in there eyes. I don't need your fucking pity. I've been through way worst than this. But I feel myself losing myself,I can't lose another person not like this anyway. Every person I got close to has left me.

"He's stable Shay"

"Thank goodness! I was so worried"

"I can tell after calling you nine hours ago and your just showing up. Yeah you seen worried to me"

"Look Akoni"

"shhh don't want to hear no bull shit while my brother is in there fighting for his life. What you have going on is your personal business"

"Your my bestfriend stop acting like this"

"Bestfriend? Right, you don't call unless you want me to talk to Young about your mistakes. I still haven't met YOUR baby. When you left you didn't just leave him you left me to. You were selfish and don't even realize it. It was just for you to go shack up with a random nigga. Now that I'm thinking maybe that was your plan the entire time.You know what I don't have to explain myself to you. Fuck you"

I walk off to the nurses station asking if anything changes call me right then and there. Leaving Shay to do what ever she's here for.

Driving home makes me feel some type of way, I don't have anybody to go home to.

When I make it there I close hours door so I don't have to see his blood on the carpet. I'll get it cleaned before he gets home. Walking in my room walking into the bathroom. Taking a very long shower. When I get out I put on a beater and joggers. Grabbing four blunts out my weed box.

Getting back in my car going to the cliff. I haven't been here in so long to much going on in my life to have time for this.

I lay back on my hood smoking my blunt.

"I always come here just hoping that you will be here"

I don't bother looking up I already know who it is.

He stands next to me

"Your so beautiful Akoni, and I'm truly sorry for playing you the way I did. I'm sorry for the lies I told the dirt I did. I just hope one day you will forgive me"

"I forgive you from a distance Justin"

He takes my blunt hitting it a few times.

"You can keep it"

"Why didn't you do me wrong? Like why didn't you take my money or cross me"

"Didn't see no point in it. I was really feeling you at one point but shit you proved that to be nothing. I didn't take your money because I had my own, I just didn't flex that shit. Now that you have all your questions, can you leave me alone?"

"Yeah I can, I love you Akoni. Never forget that shit babygirl. You were my queen I should have showed you"

He grabs my face kissing my lips. I pull away debating should I slap him or let him be. The crazy thing about it I felt nothing. The first time he kissed me it took my breath away it left sparks. But now nothing, I smile slightly I'm completely over him and forgive him.

When I look towards him he has a sad expression on his face by the cliff.

"No!"

But my cries were to late as he pulled the trigger that's at his head. His blood flys coating my shirt before his body falls over the cliff. I drop to my knees but no tears would fall.

"I have to get out of here before I leave myself as a shell"