Who Can You Trust?

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"Akoni!"

"Yes Young"

"I should blow that nigga house up ain't it?"

I try not to laugh because he is so serious

"No Young at the end of the day your child is in that house"

He takes a hit of his blunt acting like he is really thinking

"Oh yeah, then I'll kidnap my seed"

"Is that really how you want to handle it? Especially now that we know the police are as fucked up as us"

"Man! So what am I supposed to do?"

"First off you better stop fucking yelling at me nigga. What do you want to do?"

"Nothing I'm about to go to sleep sis"

"Alright I'm about to go grocery shopping"

I throw on some jeans and a plain Tee heading out the door. Maybe if I cook for him he will get some what out his feelings.

I look at my ringing phone rolling my eyes. Shay has been calling my phone
nonstop for 2 dam weeks. Me and you both know her ass don't have her shit together this fast. It makes me question were you with him while you were with Young. A random nigga not going to let you stay with your new born unless you already know him. Maybe if it was just her. I hate seeing Young hurt, it's some bull shit. I'm used to seeing him cracking jokes or some shit, but now he just sits smoking looking at the dam wall.

Get in the store throwing random things in the cart.

It's like I'm in the relationship, I'm rooting for them. I honestly am, but will it ever be the same if they do choice to work it out? Then a baby is in the mix so that's going to be even more stressful. I ram into the back of someone's legs.

"I am so sorry! I was not paying attention to where I was going. Are you ok?"

The brown eye handsome man chuckles

"Girl issa alright. No damages to the goods sweets"

I don't know why I was a little disappointed. He's so um what's the word? Fucking pretty that's it

"Girl you are to cute let's switch numbers so we can go out one night. You look like you can keep up with me."

"Um yeah that sounds fun"

He grabs my phone calling himself before giving me back my phone.

"Well nice meeting you"

"Akoni"

"Bish you all exotic and shit I'm Cherry but I have to go. I'll call you later babes"

"Ok"

He air kisses me then walks off

"Well dam"

I get the rest of my items then checking out. When I get in the car I dail Young's number to tell him to be outside to help me. He doesn't answer maybe he went to sleep.

Parking in the driveway

"Young!"

Throwing my phone and keys on the counter. No answer

Something is not right I can feel it. Going to his room door it's locked. He never locks does unless it's the front door. It makes him feel there's no escape.

Grabbing a knife out the kitchen. I can't pop the lock due to my shaking hands. Grabbing my gun I shot the door knob. When I open the door I scream running to him. Blood is everywhere, his eyes are opening and closing. He has cuts going down his arms.

"What did you do?!?"

"Akoni, I'm a pussy nigga. I don't deserve my family I've done to much fucked up shit. I can't even kill my self right"

I look on the right of him there's 3 empty pill bottles. I can see him getting weak. I run to grab my phone calling the hospital. His eyes are closed when I come back. I slap the shit out of him. I don't know if it was just too wake him up or the anger I have that he tried to leave me.

"You stay with me! Don't you dare leave me, you have a baby to live for. That's who needs you I need you. I can't lose anybody else your all I got"

I rock him back and forth with tears falling on his face until the ambulance arrive. They grab him while I jump in my car riding behind them.

"Please don't let me lose my brother"