Who Can You Trust?

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Waking up to a it's dark outside. I look around the room I'm in Kayo's room, in the corner of my eye I see something move. He's sitting in the chair in the corner looking at me.

"What's wrong with you?"

"What you mean"

I move in a sitting position getting comfortable.

"You knew you was going to black out. You knew to tell me what to do. So I'm guessing that's not your first, second, third so on and on. So what happened to you"

"Long story short I was in a abusive relationship he made me black out allot. When I finally was able to leave and go to a doctor they put me on medication. I forget why but I do know it helps. I forget things sometimes, things like that"

"Why did you stay? You could have gotten out the relationship the first time he did it"

I look at him long and hard to make sure he's serious right now.

"I hate when people say that shit. You've never been in that situation before. Your mind gets so fucked up. You live it, you sleep it. I still dream of him even after I got my revenge. He won, I still see myself as a ugly fat cow that's worthless. I've been beating my entire life. So I'm sorry for falling for someone I thought was looking out for me but was really looking the next time he was going to fuck my so called best friend. It's dear that is embedded in your mind. If you leave they will kill you. If you leave he will drag you back and beat you senseless with his belt. Oh try to fight back there's no point he feels nothing. He just wants you to cry out. What gets him off is hearing you beg and nobody is coming for you. Or wait did I deserve to have a dick put in my ass that I cried and fought so hard against. But when you fight you get beating to almost death then get raped. But I should have been a little bit faster out the room. Right? Or the beatings I got when I was growing up in a orphanage. I got beat there for doing a piece of tissue or looking at her the wrong way. After my beatings I would get thrown in a fucking closet for days with no food or water. But I was her favorite to beat. Not to mention to have to endure the beatings and name callings from the kids there. Don't judge somebody you don't know. Don't look at me and say she should have tried better because I was just trying to survive the life that's been thrown at me. Thank you for getting me home safely but you can go fuck yourself stupid fucking asshole. That can only think about getting pussy from this bitch or that bitch oh I forgot and yourself. We need to hurry up and finish this list so I can get the fuck away from everybody. Done pissed me the fuck off!"

I get up to fast but I won't show weakness. Slamming the door behind me I lock myself in my room going back to sleep. My body is not ready for being up and my mind isn't ready to see the world today.