Who Can You Trust?

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Waking up it's like 5 in the morning and I don't feel Akoni. I dead ass can't stay sleep when she out the bed.

I get up hearing whispers. Akoni and Shay ass in the kitchen making fucking brownies.

"What the hell is y'all doing up?"

"Muchies"

"Y'all thought smoking more weed was going to help that?"

"Possible"

Younging walks in next rubbing his eyes.

"Girl if you don't get your ass back in that bed, you know my hands got to be on that booty for me to sleep now. You done spoiled me. Bring me my ass"

Shay giggles but follows behind him

"Nighty night,owww daddy can we have round 3"

"Bring your ass to sleep to. Up at dam 5 in the morning making some brownies. Y'all done lost yeah mind"

She smiles before taking my hand leading us back to the bed. I ain't gone lie she got me spoiled to. I need to feel her next to me.

We're laying down now talking about random things.

"Who do you look like? Your mom's or pops"

I tense up for a minute

"I have my mother's soft eyes but my features come from him"

"Where are they? You never talk about them"

"My mom is in the grave while my father is spending his days in prison. He use to beat on me saying he won't have no soft ass son. Cash is older but he didn't treat him like he did me. He chilled a little bit on me when he found out I was dealing.He use to beat my Mama's saying it was a respect thing. He beat her so bad one day she didn't wake up. I tried to fight him but he shot me two times, trying to kill me to. When you seen me in the hospital that was why. I feel he would have shot more if it was more bullets. Guess I caught him on a good day"

"I'm so sorry you had to go through that"

"Aye don't be. It helped me be the man I am today. Shit I'm not thankful he is my father but if I didn't go through the shit I did I wouldn't be a street ass nigga. You see what I show you. Not saying I'm fake. But I'm a entire different person attuide wise when I'm with you. He gave me the mentally to watch snakes they could be as close as family. Keep your eyes open at all times. I don't trust nobody in these streets"

"Do you trust me?"

"It took me sometime but if I didn't trust you, you wouldn't be living in my house. I can't be thinking somebody that's close to home is going to kill me in my sleep. I don't need that. Do you trust me?"

"To be honest I do even though all the shit I've been with men. You and Younging the only men I think I have ever trusted."

"Good you don't need no other niggas in your life"

She hits the blunt getting a distant look on her face.

"Come on let's get some sleep"

"Iight"

"Don't get out this bed making no more dam brownies either"

I laugh when I hear her light snores