A thug love roller coaster. Filled with drama,pain and love. Who can you trust when everybody around you is becoming a snake. We live we learn we grow.
I've been through so much in my life. I've seen so much. I know how fast things can change. I kno...
"Something is going on with my mama. Akoni I haven't talked to her in years. She didn't want me to join the army. She didn't want me with Young. Why couldn't she just be happy for me? My Aunt called saying she's sick. I don't even know if she wants to see me. She put me out when I told her I had already listed. Not one to did she write to make sure I'm alive or needed anything."
"Look I don't know what your going through. I'm not going to pretend that I do. But what I do know is you still have your mama. You can make amends. I wish I had one more day with my parents. Don't take for granted what you have because it can be gone in a blink of a eye. Even if you go and see her and she wants nothing to do with you. Tell her how you feel, tell her you love her regraudless. Just for YOU, you won't have any regrets. Your regrets will sink in as soon as you get that call saying she is gone. Then your would of, could of, should of will kick in"
"Your right. She's in Mississippi, do you want to come?"
"I would love to come but I need to handle what ever is about to come for me. I've been tossed in a game I have no rules to. You and Young go and see what's up"
"Thank you for being here for me"
"Anytime"
Looking at my phone and it beeps
"I'll be there in two days"
"I'll be ready"
"Huh"
"Oh nothing just talking to myself. I'm about to get ready for bed"
"Ok goodnight"
Two days later
"I'mma miss y'all"
"You know you can come"
"I know"
"Don't get into much trouble while we gone. Call me if you need us to come back"
"I know, stop worrying about me. I'll be fine"
I give my hugs and say our goodbyes. They will be there for two weeks. So I'm solo for now.
I've been doing little things around the house trying to keep myself busy. I don't know why I'm so nervous. It's like I'm waiting for the grim reaper or some shit.
I don't know what to expect when I hear the door bell ring. Opening my door for a surprise. The intense stare he gives me before the words leave his mouth.
"I'm Kayo you must be Akoni"
"Um um well um yeah"
He laughs at my nervousness before walking in the house like it's his.
"This will be interesting"
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