Who Can You Trust?

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Young POV

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"There's a big ass ant on the door. That shit is so werid looking. Hey, where did it go?"

Looking behind me I see Cherry limping in. But when he sees me he tries to straighten up. It's to late I've already seen it.

"Come on Young you smell drunk. Let me get you in the house"

"No! What happened to you?"

"I'm good come let's get you in the house. Your moving sideways sweetheart"

"Ok ok if I get in the house, will you tell me what's going on?"

"Um sure now come on. I think something is going on the police has been riding all day long"

"Ok your a good friend Cherry. Just to let you know, I don't care if your gay. Your still my friend"

I see him trying hide the smile but I see it. It's true I have no problem as long as he ain't trying to fuck me we good. Kayo ain't really got no problem either he just like fucking with him. He throws his arm over my shoulder, helping me in the house.

"I'm good from here we can talk in the morning."

"Ok"

Rushing to the bathroom to empty the to much liquor in my system.

I remember now why I don't drink anymore. Crawling to the bathtub. When I let the shower run I get in head first after getting out my clothes.

Dam this feels good

When I'm finally strong enough to move I throw on some clothes and jump in the bed. Seeing a paper on my night stand. I'm not dealing with that shit tonight.

The next morning

When I get up my body just feels bad. Like I'm completely drained. Wiping the coal out my eyes. Sreaching the table with my eyes close for my phone. I'm not finding it but feeling a piece of paper. Grabbing that before sitting up.

Dear Love,

I'm honestly sorry for everything that I put you through. My actions speaked louder in the wrong way. I've been through allot these past years. I've hid it so well. That's with my emotions and all to. When I left the hospital DeAndre kidnapped as soon as I stepped foot out the hospital. He claimed our child as his. He has been rappeing me for two years but in his head it was a relationship. When he gave me head he had put something in my drink, so I don't remember half of it. I've lied to myself for so long. My words when I said "I was lonely" it ment so much more than you think. I was alone in a room full of people. He has broken me more than I would ever share. I'm leaving this place beginning a fresh start. I hope you can forgive me one day. You should know that my love never changed. I still love you like the first time I figured out I loved you. Don't go do anything stupid. If it's meant to be our paths will run deep again.

                    Love Always Shay

I drop my head not understanding all my feelings right now. Akoni walks in grabbing the paper from my hands as I break down. I wasn't there for her when she needed me the most. I look up as Akoni paces the floor. She meets eyes with me

"I'm killing that nigga tonight, you go find Shay"

I can cry later, I need to find my girl. Baby here I come

Short as hell I know I know. Just a fill in chap. I'll be posting another one some time tonight or morning. Thanks for reading loves