Who Can You Trust?

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A month later

I finally got the orphanage up and running. I got reliable teachers, care givers and therapist. It's a slow start but they will get there. But I just knew I couldn't give them the help they needed. My life is not set up for children right now. That probably sounds selfish but I rather them get homes that will really give them the life they need. Even if they chose to stay there. At the age of 18 I will give them money, car, house to start with and help find a job.

On to my personal life. I'm done with Justin, I'll make sure he is ok and all. But anything else is thrown out the window. Everyday they send me a video. The last straw was him and Kayos sister cuddling. He told her he loved her and he's glad that this happened. Who am I to stand in front of true love? But thinking about it I feel it's going to be a different story or something major is going to happen when we come face to face. Will I be prepared? Only time will tell.

I've been staying my distance from Kayo. I feel there's no point of getting my feelings more involved when that's not what he wants. Im getting to the point there's no point in love or even trying. I'm always the one that gets hurt in the end.

Walking in the kitchen Shay is pretending to eat cereal. I told her to go to another doctor. I think she is pregnant. She's not gaining or losing weight, no craving for anything special. But she throws up early morning and she can't stand any type of egg. Even though she use to love egg anything.

"You good sis?"

She pops up like she wasn't just slumping on the counter looking sad and shit.

"Who me? Oh yes I'm good,I'm good. It's a beautiful day today so why wouldn't I be ok? Well I'm going to go finish this in my room. Ok bye"

I look outside at the fucking hurricane Strom that's going on right now.

"Yes it's a fucking beautiful day"

Kayo walks in the kitchen with me, I grab a coke and a bag of chips making my way out. He grabs my waist but draws back like I just bite him.

"Um why are you ignoring me?"

"I'm not, just haven't been coming out lately unless we have a job"

"Bullshit!"

He looks at his beeping phone before gritting his teeth.

"Come ride with me"

"Uh I don't think that's a good idea. You know the weather is bad and all. I think the roads are slippery"

"Man bring your ass"

"No"

He picks me racing to the car

"What the hell? Nigga put me down. Why does everybody like to fucking pick me up like I'm not my own fucking person"

He plops me down in the passenger seat then gets in the driver's seat.

"Where are we going?"

"Handle business"

"Like?"

"Just hush and ride"

"Don't tell me to hush nigga"

"Just chill"

We pull up in front of a nice family home. Kayo grabs his gun so I do as well.

When I'm about to knock on the door I hear yelling and things being thrown around. I look to Kayo putting on my mask. The doors unlocked so I make my way in like I live there.

"Honey I'm home"

The dunken Congress man stands there over I'm assuming his wife and I look closer it's one of the girls we saved from the house that night.

"Your a dumbass"

"Sarah did you call this bitch to my house. Who are you? Do you know who I am?"

Kayo comes out of no where beating the man with the butt of his gun.

I gather the woman and girl helping them to the car.

"You see and hear nothing. If I find out you attempt to tell anybody, I will not be kind when we meet again. My  my bestfriend will put all her children in your head with no remorse."

I show her my gun letting her know I'm not playing. I look at the silent little girl. She has no emotion on her face.

"Are you ok"

She nods one time

The wife sits back crying silently

"Do you want to stay at the orphanage or do you have somewhere else to go"

"Orphanage"

"If you stay there you have to earn your keep"

"I use to be a nurse. I'll do whatever I have no income. He took all my savings so I have nothing."

"Ok"

I call the cleaning crew to get rid of the evidence. Kayo jumps in the car driving off.

We drop them off laugh sure they have things they need before leaving.

Kayo rolls the stress balls in his hand looking at me.

"What?"

"We need to talk"