6-9-14 230.5
So frustrated I didn't even log this weekend and the scale reflects that. I can't deal with this weight anymore! I am so uncomfortable in my own skin. I know that weight is no measurement of a persons value and I am a good person but I can't stand to look in the mirror. I don't know how my boyfriend even wants me? ughhhh so down n the dumps today as I have started and failed 1,000000000 times.
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Surviving me. Becomming my own friend
HumorI have been overweight 80% of my whole life. I am mid-life , quit smoking, divorced and trying to get healthy. Did you hear that NOT SKINNY but healthy. I am journaling my struggles an successes using my smart ass dry humor. I have an amazing sense...