4:15 am "Today is going to be a great day"
4:30 am " I need my hair cut/colored"
4:45am "packing my lunch"
5:00 am Checks Facebook, loseit, and fitbit
5:30 Coffee and drive to work "I really need to work out today"
6:15 "I'll walk 2 miles"
7:30 " I need to work out tonight"
8:30 am " I need to do laundry"
9:00 am "I need to run to the store"
10:00 "I need to go to the bank"
12:00 "I am so hungry I will eat lunch, damn 700 cals left I need to work out"
2:00 "I am hungry and tired I realy dont feel like working out"
3:00 "I cant flippin wait till 4:00 I am so tired crap I need to work out"
3:20 " Man I love cheesecake, shit it's why I m fat I dont want to frikkin work out, I guess if I ate letuc I wont go over budget"
4:00 " UGHHHH I dont wanna work out crap"
4:45 " I'll just clean and start dinner"
5:30 " OMG I am starving but only 700 calories crap ok Ill work out"
5:31 puts work out cd in
5:32 "Yeah lets go I am tired of warming up"
5:33 " I dont wanna do this " pant sweat pant sweat
6:00 " I am a frikkin rockstar and sweating like a pig I look like a frikking athlete"
6:15 pant ....cant .....breath.....omfg....I ....am ....frikkin ....dying
6:20 download fit bit
6:45 ok 900 calories left
7:00 "I cant wait to work out tomorow"
8:45 Fitbit adjustment earned 125 calories
9:00 Goodnight
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Surviving me. Becomming my own friend
فكاهةI have been overweight 80% of my whole life. I am mid-life , quit smoking, divorced and trying to get healthy. Did you hear that NOT SKINNY but healthy. I am journaling my struggles an successes using my smart ass dry humor. I have an amazing sense...