Surviving me. Becomming my own friend

Emotional drain

7-2-14. Weight 222 lost 8 52 to go

Most of the time I try to stay positive. I really am one of those people that is ON 24/7. I love to stay busy. Most circumstances don't get me down. Shit happens and that's life now put your big girl panties on and get to it.

Here is were I struggle. I let people effect me. I am sensitive and wear this huge armor of oblivion , simply put I act like I don't care but I get my feelings hurt easy.

Each morning on my walks I take a picture of the sunrise and come up with a clever, smart, or profound statement about life, yes a self proclaimed philosopher. My goal is to make someone feel good or smile. and yes Facebook friends are good friends.

This morning I captured a photo of vultures against a magnificent skyline. even though I think vultures are hideous in flight their profile is fantastic. once I got over the shock of such a great iPhone photo I started thinking about how the negative people affect me. As a caption the following is what I wrote. ENJOY

This is a reminder that there are a lot of vultures waiting for you to fall. They are scavengers, opportunist unable to love themselves so they will consume your happiness . While they look beautiful in flight don't let the grand ire shadows shade your eyes because they will attack them first, don't forget they have already drank of your tears, as they wait to feast. Pray for them and carry a shield.