truly, teddy ✔️ [unedited]

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dear ivo,

i feel empty inside. i don't know what i'm doing anymore. i try and try to make things right, but nothing seems to go well for me.

you and carine look like you guys haven't been closer. i could say i'm happy for you guys, but then i'd be lying. and no one likes a liar, right?

jason moved into his aunt's house. his parents died in a car crash last week. even he has his girlfriend with him every step of the way; she moved to help him out.

mum and dad have been constantly fighting. dad doesn't come home till early in the morning every day now. mum and i just found out he lost his job two months ago and couldn't tell us. that's why he had bills piled up to the heavens in his office.

the only good thing that hasn't been messed up already is ty. we have grown closer together these past months of fighting parents, moving friends, and being crushed by your crush.

i now know why it's called a crush. you feel utterly and completely crushed when the person you like doesn't feel the same way. it feels like there's a black hole in my heart and it's eating me alive.

truly,

teddy