truly, teddy ✔️ [unedited]

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dear ivo,

i don't see mum anymore. she works constantly now, trying just to get by. on a good day, i'd have a tiny lunch. on a bad day, i'd go without food for the whole day. it's okay though. i noticed that my hallucinations don't happen when i'm hungry.

everyone thought i was just stressed out and was on drugs when i screamed in the hall at school. i didn't want mum to freak out about this too. she already was too stressed about trying to pay off the bills.

no one knew i was experiencing dreams of boys in black hoodies and boyish grins.

truly,

teddy

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wow. i didn't expect to get all these comments and votes and love. i really thought i'd have to wait like a week to publish this but i guess my updating schedule stays the same.

big, very very very very big thanks to @jellybeans_4_j0j0 | @flyingaliens | @breakfastwithsatan for all the love they sent my way. they are the reasons i published on time and you should check them out and give your thanks and tell them how sexy them humans are.

-august