truly, teddy ✔️ [unedited]

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dear ivo,

do you know how much i need you? bad enough to send you a hundred and one letters.

and it's not like you'll answer them anyways. i mean, i'm not planning on sending them to you. i'm just pretending that you're getting them.

and, funny story, i've made up so many scenarios of how you'd answer all these letters when i {never} send them to you. they always end with, 'oh i have to get back to carine. sorry.' or 'do you know that i'm still with carine right?'

i know i don't deserve you. i guess my imagination knows it too.

truly,

teddy