truly, teddy ✔️ [unedited]

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dear ivo,

i've been in this dumb hospital for three weeks and i haven't been outside in that time. there's a lot of things bell said i can't do.

i can't be alone in the shower. [i hate how it doesn't matter if i'm naked or not, someone has to watch me]

i can't be alone in bed. [jake always sleeps beside me which is weird because doesn't he have a home to go back to and sleep there? i mean, the hospital isn't everyone's home]

i can't be alone period. [which is really stupid. i haven't been getting hallucinations since the knife in bell thing, mainly because jake and i are always talking]

i can't go outside unless i fill out five pages of paper work [info like what i'm doing, where i'm going, how long, who will be there, stupid stuff like that]

i can't have anything in my pockets, no matter how soft it is. [another stupid thing because bell is mean]

i can't have visitors, not even family. [are you serious? like i'm going to hurt my family!]

and i can't hold anything metallic in my own hands. [jake gives me plastic forks and spoons for eating.]

i hate this. please get me out of here somehow.

truly,
teddy