MY WORST FEARS (Completed)

CHAPTER 9

A/N. Hello loves. Am sorry for the mistakes I did in the last chapter. I forgot and called Hellzel, Ray but not to confuse anyone, that's his second name. I hope you understand. Thank you.

I dedicate this chapter to wangari34. Thank you for your support and encouragement. I love you Bestie.

           LAILA'S POV

I hurriedly walked to my first class that morning after waking up so late. Tania and I talked till late night that I couldn't get enough sleep. I didn't have enough time to prepare myself in the morning, after taking a shower and shoving in my usual high waist trouser and a tucked in t shirt, medium sized heels that I could walk comfortable in, i said goodbye to my sis and left for school.

I hoped to see her at the cafeteria as we agreed after my classes. After everything she said about Hellzell, I decided to act on him accordingly could he be rude to me. I wouldn't show him how afraid I was to see him. It was time I stood up for myself.

I passed a few groups of students standing by the hallway as I followed my map for my class. Few of them could look at me and laugh and some of them didn't even pay attention to me. I was glad.

Before I took a corner to the last class on the right side of the hallway, I felt someone's hand grip mine so hard and turned me to face him. He stood right there, looking right into my eyes, without a single blink.
He wore a white beanie with some few locks dropped on his forehead. I felt like pushing them back but withheld my arge.

To say he looked good, was an understatement.His boyfriend jacket covered his torso like you could say was solely made for him. The blue t shirt written COOL  was tight around the chest area revealing his masculine features. He must have done lots of gym to gain such perfection.

I assumed.

His black pair of skinny jean tucked in his black combat boot.

How could someone so perfect, look so perfect?

"Enjoy what you see? I know I'm adorable", he gave out a deep sigh and I blushed at the realisation of being caught eyeing. When I didn't respond, he continued,
" I just wish the feeling is mutual.", he rubbed his eyes with his palm like someone who just woke up. His side bands had been newly trimmed, professionally around his jawline, you could think the Barber used a ruler.

Perfection.

"Unfortunately, I don't enjoy what am looking at",he said dropping his eyes on my chest. His words cut through my heart like a knife. He looked so perfect on the outside but once he started to speak, his words could blow someone off the cliff.

My brows snapped together automatically and my eye slits narrowed. It was enough blow because he raised his hands in surrender but didn't mop off the stupid smile off his face.

" have you seen your face on the mirror? You look like an old fart, son of a bitch. If you've got nothing meaningful to say on my face, you might as well lick my ass, dick face ", I said and his friends laughed at him. I've never been rude to anyone before but this guy, brought the worst in me.

My sister was right, some men should be made to lick our feets.

After what Tania said to me the other day, I was determined not to take his bullshit anymore.

" you bitch, how dare you.... ", his lilac blue eyes about to pop out from their socket but I shushed him before I walked away. I forgot to ask Tania about his strange eyes, but I was determined to ask her at the cafeteria.

No way an African person would have blue eyes, especially Hellzel. No way.

"No you listen to me jerk ass," I couldn't believe those words came from my mouth. They tasted so foreign as I spit them out on his face.

"Not every girl is afraid of your stupid ass bluffing. If you got no other mechanism to approach a lady, then back off. Don't think your tricks will work on me looser. I've got important things to take care of. I rest my case", i bowed to my audience and left. His friends continued to laugh at him until I hit the corner and entered my class.
" what the heck?...", he shouted angrily.

Not  trying to be evil, but I enjoyed the hurt on his face.

I enjoyed my first official class without the stupid introduction. Many students lied on their desks signaling the lecturer of how tired they were until he left an hour earlier. I decided against my sister's plan of making friends and let everything flow by its own cause.

Rymana sat on the end corner of the room, barely taking her eyes off me. Every time i turned, I found her looking at me in a horror look. I did my best to avoid coming into contact with her so when the class ended, i rushed out to the dean's office for my feedback before my next class could start.

He smiled when his eyes met mine and I was happy to hear the good news. He said they could only pay for my fees and other expenses which obviously I agreed, because my mum could no longer be stressed with my school expenses.

I walked to my class smiling for the  the fluttering news the dean gave me. I had called my sister to tell her about the news and I felt happiness in her voice. I wished my boyfriend was their to celebrate with me.

I missed him.

After Tania left my house, he called saying he would arrive late so I didn't wait for him. But I still hoped to meet him that day. He'd be happy for me. I hoped.

I entered the class and saw Tania seated at the back of the class and I walked right to where she sat. Why didn't she tell me we had a common unit together? She must have forgotten, maybe.

She wore a denin short that covered only part of her thighs accompanied with a pair of black combat boots. She looked like a hawker in Nairobi streets, advertising her assets. If that's how they expected me to dress, they might as well go to hell.

There was no way I would expose any part of my skin, it was impossible. I pushed back a painful thought so it wouldn't ruin my day. No room for negative energy.

Her blonde hair had been tied at the back with a black band leaving some few strands on the face. Her black crop top barely covered her navel. If it were not for the boyfriend jacket she wore, I'd have described her as naked Tania.

I glanced at her horror looking face and I wondered what I had done wrong.

A/N. Guys, what do you think of Tania? Should Laila trust her or...
I hope you enjoy. Thank you.

I'm very sorry for the late update, I have been busy with the school project. I hope you bare with me. Loves.