Oh dear
Here it comes again
The fear
Ripping through my skin
Oh dear
Washing over me
The fear
Drowning in the deep
Oh dear, I'm falling again
I was good but now I'm caving in
Oh dear, look at me now
Covered in my own blood, oh how
Did I let this happen once more
Did I sneak into the bathroom and lock the door
I made a mistake, don't you think
Please, come save me from the brink
I'm falling off
Oh no
Stupid schizophrenic mind
Living in slow mo
I thought at least this time
Oh no
Depression, anger, self loathing
The flow
Of thoughts suddenly pushing
Oh no, I'm drowning again
I was good but now I'm caving in
Oh no, look at this mess
A sinking boy calling SOS
Why did I let this happen once more
Why did I go and lock the bathroom door
Troubled thoughts, this is what happens when I think
Please, if you hear me, save me from the brink
I'm falling off
But you're falling too
Maybe we can be broken with each other
What can we do
To finally heal one another
We're porcelain dolls
Don't drop us or we'll shatter
When we fall
Nothing else will really matter
So hold me tight
And I'll hold you
If we squeeze with all our might
Maybe our glass won't undo
And let's cast our thoughts
Into the sea we're drowning in
And we'll finally start to float
When the war is ours to win
I'll save you from the brink
You're falling off
Come save me or I'll sink
Oh dear, what we've become
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derek's poems
Poetrybasically all of my songs and random stuff that I've written angst alert cringe warning