do you know what it's like
to feel so broken
do you know what it's like
to feel nothing
do you know how it feels
when the world is crashing down
but your feet are still
planted firmly on the ground
I don't want to see me
I don't want to see me like this anymore
I'm tired of feeling empty
I'm trying to find that secret door
to find the escape
to find the way out
but I can't seem to see
how anybody could love
how anybody could care
for a freak like me
do you know what it's like
to be too different for anybody
do you know how it hurts
to just live in your own body
do you know how it feels
to feel so unclean, so horrible
even God wouldn't care
for a life so dull
I don't want to see me
I don't want to see me like this anymore
I'm tired of feeling empty
I'm trying to find that secret door
to find the escape
to find the way out
but I can't seem to see
how anybody could love
how anybody could care
for a freak like me
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derek's poems
Poetrybasically all of my songs and random stuff that I've written angst alert cringe warning
