derek's poems

Untitled Part 67

im a little numb right now

wish that i could tell you how

im feeling but i don't quite know

im a little scared right now

wish that i could just somehow

appear in your arms and not let go

i don't wanna fall

i don't wanna fall away

i don't wanna fall

i don't wanna fall today

i don't wanna fall

i don't wanna fall out of love

with you and i don't plan to

but im a little numb tonight

wish that you could hold me tight

but you're 270 miles away

two sides of my brain in a fight

twisted dreams have me screaming in the night

im sorry that i couldn't stay

i don't wanna fall

i don't wanna fall away

i don't wanna fall

i don't wanna fall today

i don't wanna fall

i don't wanna fall out of love

with you and i don't plan to

I don't wanna feel

I don't wanna feel alone

I don't wanna be

Be so far away from home

I don't wanna see

I don't wanna see you cry

so I guess I'll just keep this to myself

it's not you, it's my brain

im sorry that's it's driving us both insane

the distance taking over our lives

please don't let it take over tonight

it's not you, it's my feelings

or lack thereof, im dreaming

of all the ways to die

so i don't have to look you in the eyes

and tell you i don't know what to think

i don't wanna fall

i don't wanna fall away

i don't wanna fall

i don't wanna fall today

i don't wanna fall

i don't wanna fall out of love

with you and i don't plan to

I don't wanna feel

I don't wanna feel alone

I don't wanna be

Be so far away from home

I don't wanna see

I don't wanna see you cry

so I guess I'll just keep this to myself