derek's poems

Untitled Part 78

you let me kiss you one last time

for good measure

last time we did i didn't know

it would be the last time

so you agreed to help me gain some closure

but i just cried as soon as your lips pressed into mine

remember when you promised you'd never leave me?

and how id never stop being your baby?

and all i really want is you and our cabin

in the woods, but ive lost it all now

would you still love me if i hadn't moved away?

would you still argue "i love you more"

well i know that's not true now and being in love

with your best friend's so lovely till they're not in love anymore

remember when you promised you'd never leave me?

and how id never stop being your baby?

and all i really want is you and our cabin

in the woods, but ive lost it all now

remember when you said you'd move to college with me

you said in three years we can be happy

you'd keep me safe and warm in your arms

and that's the only place i want to be

in the woods

in our cabin

in our bed

in your arms

but i

misunderstood

everythin

want to be dead

ringing alarms

in my head

remember when you promised you'd never leave me?

and how id never stop being your baby?

and all i really want is you and our cabin

in the woods, but ive lost it all now