derek's poems

Untitled Part 74

yeah i know we're done but

am i still your world

i know we're best friends but am i

still the sharkboy to your lavagirl

i know you're pretty but

you're pretty much all ive got

and i know im ugly

on the inside, my insides are tied in knots

my chest is heavy

feels like i can't breathe

my body shaking

my heart is breaking

but ill keep on saying

that you did the right thing

because that's the truth

but i don't think ill get over you

yeah i know we've both got things

that we gotta handle

but does that really mean

we can't deal with them together

i know i keep on bringing it up

and im sorry for that

but this is something that i

just don't know if i can get past

my chest is heavy

feels like i can't breathe

my body shaking

my heart is breaking

but ill keep on saying

that you did the right thing

because that's the truth

but i don't think ill get over you

mmm

hard to get over you when

i wanna be under you

kissing your neck and then

not having a single clue

what we're doing but it's okay

because we're happy anyway

just wanna go back

wanna go back

to those days

but it's okay

my chest is heavy

feels like i can't breathe

my body shaking

my heart is breaking

but ill keep on saying

that you did the right thing

because that's the truth

but i don't think ill get over you