Milkshake~ { Jeffmads♡ }

Milkshake: Chapter 32

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                               James' P.O.V

I'm..............

I'm...............

I'm pregnant...........

I don't want to tell Thomas, I don't want him to find out. There's always lying, "James honey tell me what you did....." he said, in his silky soft tone, now I know why I can't lie to him, cause I love him. It's not fair to him for me to lie about something I did, it's not his fault I forgot I should've rembered.

"Talk to me baby.", "T-Tommy", "Yes baby?" his tone is so comforting, I can't tell him but I can give him a big hint. I hold the pregnancy test in my hands out to him, I don't look at his expression, I hang my head down in shame.

I just stand there shaking, soon enough I feel a warm hand on mine. He pulled me close to his chest, and gave me a hug.

My heart beats faster, "Honey........ I-I don't know what to say....", "Tommy I forgot." I let the tears fall down my face, I felt awful, "Tommy it's all my fault." I sobbed, "No it's mine I should've reminded you." he said, I can't believe what I'm hearing, this is in no way his fault I should've been the responsible one and took my birth control and now I'm pregnant.

"Tommy....this isn't your fault." I said, I don't get how he could blame himself for this, this is nobody else's fault but mine. "Lets talk about this." he pats a spot next to him on the bed, I sit down. "Okay James so what do you think of me." he asked, what kind of question is that. "I mean as in being a parent.", "Well.... I don't know, a child is a big responsibility and I'm not sure if you can handle it.

Not that I don't think you can't become one in the future, but you haven't showed me any signs of being completely responsible." I said, he asked for my opinion on the matter, so I gave it to him. I don't really think he's ready for this, I look over at him, he looks a bit upset. "I'm sorry, it's just I don't think I'm ready either......" I said, adding on, so he wouldn't be as upset at me. "It's fine....so what are we gonna do?"

"Orphanage?"

"No..."

"Abortion?"

"That's so cruel..."

"Thomas.....what other options do we have?"

"Can we....."

"Thomas.... I don't know...we don't have any experience with kids."

"But we could be good parents, neither of us smoke or drink and neither of us work, could we be anymore of a perfect couple for this kind of thing, plus we're at a good age to have children."

"But it's a dangerous world out there, what if something happens?"

"Sometimes we just gotta take risks."

"We are not fully perfect."

"Oh really give me two reasons why."

"Okay, number one you have a macaroni addiction, number two we're not even married yet."

"But you love me don't you?"

"Oh Thomas.....ofcourse I do..."

"And you trust me right?"

"With my life."

"Than that's all we need; Love and Trust."

"You're so cheesy."

"It's true though..."