Perfect Timing

Thirty

DARA POV:

"Yah! Dara! What are you doing? Why are you not packing your things yet?"

It was Bom, rummaging my room when she saw me that I'm still in my bed lying. We're going to Singapore for our YG Galaxy tour, and yet here I am not ready and didn't even pack my things. I haven't got enough sleep and I don't have the energy to get up. Bom sits down on my bed and looks at me with pity.

"Dara yah, What's wrong?"

I sighed and didn't even bother to answer her question. Instead, I get up and went to the bathroom and took a shower. after taking a shower I get out on the bathroom and noticed that my things were already packed. I didn't know how many minutes I stayed in the shower that Bom got prepared everything for me. I look at the clothes that she prepared for me and wear it immediately.

I look at my phone and didn't even bother to recharge it even if it's dead battery. It will only frustrate me if I charge it because it will give me hope that someone might contact me and it will be a waste of time checking it every minute for I know to myself that the person that I've been waiting won't even bother to do that anymore.

It hurts to the bones everytime I remember him. In just one snapped everything was gone. It's been months since we haven't talked. I remember how I waited for him, for him to explain why he wants to end our relationship, I was left hanging I don't know why he wants to end it suddenly. That's why I waited and bugged him to give me a reasonable explanation not until last night when he picked up my call and told me to stop because he fell out of love.

And that is the time I didn't ask why I just cried silently and tried so hard for him not to hear my cries. He didn't put down the call, it only stops when my battery is empty. I cried until I fell asleep, the pain that I'm feeling right now is excruciating that makes me feel drain, without noticing my tear fall down on my face, I can't stop it. no matter how I tried. There's a loud knock on my door that wakes me up from my reverie, I wiped my tears away to hide it.

"Come in," I said, trying to sound joyful, but I fail when my voice crack and my tears are falling again.

"Unnie." Minzy and CL run immediately when they saw me, and Bom is in the back following Minzy and CL.

"Dara yah. Haven't I told you that we are always here for you, Why do you always keep everything from yourself? We are always here ready to listen to you. Don't you trust us?" Bom said while sitting beside me and wiping my tears.

"Unnie, even if Minzy and I are younger than you, we are always ready to lend you some ears." CL smiled at me and Minzy nod.

"Neh, Unnie. Aren't you tired keeping your problems to yourself alone? That's why God gave us some friends so you can share things with them that you can't share with your family." I smiled at her, and be amazed how matured is her mind. I look at them one by one and let my tears fall down again and break down in front of them.

"I'm tired," I said after crying so hard.