Jimin stands silently and stares at me, his eyes glassy and glistening with the unshed tears that remain in his eyes. He hiccups softly and I can't help but sigh, reaching out to brush my thumb over the tears that glisten on his discolored cheek. I move to the other side, wiping those away softly as he sighs, letting his eyes flutter shut. I wipe away a newly escaped tear and reach up both of my trembling, unsure hands to cup his chin.
He opens his eyes hesitantly and gazes at me, hiccuping again then pouts, lowering his eyes. I smile gently, letting out a small sigh of relief.
"Jimin-ah~"
I sing teasingly.
"You're such a child."
I coo and rub my thumbs over his cheeks softly, to which he hesitantly raises his gaze to mine.
"Stop teasing."
He grumbles but holds my gaze, a small smile growing on my lips.
"Jimin."
I whisper quietly, a breath of air that passes my lips.
"Hm?"
He hums and I watch his eyes shift over my features, never meeting my eyes.
"Does she really mean that much?"
I ask tentatively, watching his eyes freeze on their roaming over my features, halting over my lips.
We stand in silence for a long moment before Jimin sighs heavily and closes his eyes, brushing my hands away softly. I drop them to my sides, still holding my breath.
"I don't know what to do anymore."
He grumbles and falls into a crouch, sliding down the wall. I startle a bit and take a step back, staring at him in confusion. He's trembling softly and I slowly lower myself in front of him.
"Hey,"
I whisper and reach out, running my fingers through his hair.
"Do you really love me?"
The question bursts from his mouth as if it had been sitting on the tip of his tongue for so long it simply couldn't wait any longer. I pause but continue to run my fingers through his hair.
"It's the closest thing I've ever felt to love."
I whisper gently and he lifts his eyes to mine, tears glistening in them once again.
"Yoongi."
He whispers, his voice breaking as he reaches out to me, his hands finding their way over my shoulders and his fingers searching for a grip as he tugs me closer.
I shush him as I collect him in my arms, holding him as silent sobs wrack his body and painful little breaths escape his lips.

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