love letter ; jihan

Third Letter

[8th letter]

Dear Jeonghan,

I see you got a haircut.

I loved your hair. But I love you more.

You were with a girl today.

It broke my heart to see you laughing with her.

I wanted that girl to be me.

My friends asked me why do I keep following you if you can't return your feelings for me?

I told them, one sided love is fine. I don't want to force you to love me.

I want you to learn to love me, slowly. Not by force.

But I think that's not going to happen.

They all know how much I love you.

They know how many nicknames I give you when I talk about you.

Even when I'm sick, I try my very best to go to school just to see you.

They also know how much I wanted to hug and love you.

Every single day, I'm hoping that, you'll return your feelings for me.

But every single day, it's useless.

It's as if you can hear what I'm praying for.

I just want to see you in a good condition.

I want to see you healthy and happy. I hope you keep that smile of yours.

Don't stop smiling, Jeonghan-ah.

Please don't get hurt. Don't be sick as well.

love,
Hong Jisoo ♡

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