[17th Letter]
Dear Jeonghan,
I saw you again today, Jeonghan. Just like any other normal day.
But, you were eating with Seungcheol, alone.
I felt rocks in my shoulders, torns in my heart, and felt my stomach turn.
I don't like it when you spend time with him.
Yes, he's your long-time friend but when I see you with him, he looks at you like you're his and he's yours.
He looks at you lovingly and lustily. And I hate it.
Not just like heavy rocks in my shoulders, torns in my heart and turning of my stomach. He's getting into my nerves.
I just want to shower him with blood. But of course, I won't do it.
I can't just show that side of me in front of you.
You know? I can't. Everytime I see your frowning face, it makes my whole body ache.
And my heart break.
You're so important to me.
You're the only one I need.
I feel like dying when you're not there.
I love you. So so much.
love,
Hong Jisoo ♡—
As days passed, Joshua kept on recieving messages from a stranger. A stranger who knew his phone number and kept on sending him sweet yet painful messages.
He doesn't even know why he felt pain and sweetness. It felt familiar. But he can't remember.
He decided to reply to the stranger. He shouldn't, but he's so confused and its making his head ache.
Jisoo: I appreciate your sweet thoughts and everything. But you have to tell me who you are.
Jisoo isn't that kind of person who receives a message from a stranger, then reply rude words and then block.
He would most likely to wait for days, if the person would send more messages before he replies and ask who the person is.
Unknown: Your sweetest prince charming. There's no such thing but, that's what I am.
Jisoo frowned at his phone and sighed.
Jisoo: what i mean is, your identity. Who you are. What's your name and how did you get my phone number?
Jisoo, at this moment, is so confused.
Unknown: You'll know, soon.
He just locked his phone and left the room to meet his friends.
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love letter ; jihan
FanfictionIn where lung cancer patient, Jisoo writes his love letters for his secret crush, Yoon Jeonghan. 180330 - 190407