"Jeonghan. Why did you leave me?! Why didn't you wait for me?! Do you hate me? Jeonghan why don't you answer—"
"NO!!!" jeonghan woke up realizing he slept at his office.
"It's that dream again."
He kept on dreaming about jisoo. The same words and the same face from jisoo. Jisoo won't stop hunting jeonghan.
But that night was different since his friends told him that jisoo lost his life while he's away.
Well, that's what his friends told him.
He wants to to visit him but he's holding a lot of work. He can't just leave. He's too busy to even change his clothes.
He pulled his hair out of frustration. He has a lot of questions in his head. Why did he die just like that? Why didn't he fought for his own life? Even if jeonghan told him so? Why is no one messaging him from korea? Do they hate him that much?
He drove back home, while driving he received a message from seungcheol.
sc: jeonghan, let's all gather next week. it's planned. everyone's coming.
he stopped his car in a parking lot and called seungcheol's US number.
jh: what the hell choi seungcheol?! How— when— what—
sc: just come you lazy ass. You'll come, right? You won't let us down, right?
jh: i will try cheol. I really have a tight schedule these days.
He heard seungcheol sigh on the other line. And imagined his disappointed face.
sc: just... just do what you can do. Alright? I'll hang up now. Take care. See you.
Jeonghan really wanna go. But he isn't sure if he can attend.
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Next week...Incoming call from choi seungcheol...
sc: hey. good morning. you'll come, right?
jh: uhm.... i will try. that's tonight, right?
sc: yeah...
sc: please, jeonghan. you know i hate begging.
Jeonghan sighed, he should really come. This is the only time he'll spend time with his long time best friends. Because he never contacted them for years. And he won't attend? It's like work over friends. But jeonghan can't do that to his friends. They all know that his heart has a soft spot for his friends and he won't let them down no matter what.
jh: alright alright. i will go.
sc: REALLY?!!!
It's not just seungcheol he heard. He heard almost 11 voices. He was about to speak again but seungcheol hang it up already.
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love letter ; jihan
FanficIn where lung cancer patient, Jisoo writes his love letters for his secret crush, Yoon Jeonghan. 180330 - 190407