"Why can't we be like that?" Seungkwan asked hansol who's beside him. Luckily, they didn't hear the whole thing, they only saw the two lovebirds crying.
"Maybe those things aren't for us." Hansol answered coldly which made both of them shut their mouths. Especially seungkwan. Hansol's eyes widened and didn't realize what he just said. He knows how fragile seungkwan is. He gets affected in the littlest things, but what he just said isn't easy to forget. That'll stay in his mind for a week or so.
"Oh." Seungkwan said looking at the floor tearing up.
Hansol needs to think about something to make him stop thinking about what he just said.
"Who am I kidding?" Hansol said and pulled seungkwan away from seungcheol and jihoon's room.
They're at seungcheol and jihoon's place at the moment to eat lunch. Since the others haven't arrived yet, hansol pulled seungkwan in an empty room.
As hansol pulls seungkwan, seungkwan , "Ah! Hansol it hurts! Let me go!" Seungkwan tried to remove his own hand from hansol's grip.
Hansol closed the door and locked it. Seungkwan was expecting something rough, and painful from hansol, because that's how hansol is. He's aggressive whenever he's annoyed and regretful.
When hansol pinned seungkwan to the wall, seungkwan closed his eyes, expecting forced things from hansol.
But instead, hansol placed both of his hands to the sides of seungkwan and just stared at him until he opened his eyes.
When seungkwan realized nothing's happening, he opened his eyes, and when he did he only saw hansol's soft eyes that were staring at his own eyes.
Hansol wrapped his arms around seungkwan's waist and kissed him passionately, and sweetly. And that literally made seungkwan cry in the middle of the kiss.
Hansol pulled away, "I'm sorry for what I've said. I also didn't realize what I said—" he stopped to kiss seungkwan's nose.
"You deserve all the love in this world, baby. You are my one and only. And you deserve to be loved. To be loved by me and by everybody." He stopped to admire his loved one.
"I love you. I love you so much that I feel uneasy whenever you're not around. I feel like I should protect you. And I should. If you want sweet things, I'll give it to you. Whatever you want, kwannie."
Seungkwan couldn't respond out of the overwhelming words from his oh-so-cold boyfriend.
Hansol intertwined his and seungkwan's fingers together and continued to kiss him and pecked seungkwan's nose, cheeks, forehead and back to his lips. + whispering soothing words to seungkwan
Hansol couldn't get a grip of himself. He loves seungkwan as much as he loves beanies.
"I love you." They both said in unison.
[yall i aint writing any smut anymore skksksks]
And magic happened in seungcheol and jihoon's place.
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love letter ; jihan
FanfictionIn where lung cancer patient, Jisoo writes his love letters for his secret crush, Yoon Jeonghan. 180330 - 190407