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Months had passed. Still, no good news about Jisoo. He's still lying dead, eyes closed. The only sound Jeonghan can hear are the sound of the machines around him.
He kept on talking with Jisoo. Hoping he'll wake up anytime soon. But he isn't.
"Hey." Seungcheol entered the room. Jeonghan looked at the person who just entered the room. He smiled at him sadly.
Seungcheol sat on the other side of Jisoo. "Don't worry too much, Jeonghan. He'll wake up. I'm sure. He'll wake up for you."
Jeonghan nodded and smiled a little. "I know. But I just can't stop thinking about negative things. What if he won't wake up? What if—"
"Stop thinking about thoses things, Jeonghan. Remember when Jihoon got into an accident? I didn't think about negative things. I just thought, I know he'll wake up. And I even made plans even before he woke up. Because I know he'll wake up. Just keep on talking to him. Don't give up, Jeonghan. Don't."
Jeonghan never thought that Seungcheol could speak such great words. He was indeed overwhelmed because Seungcheol did had some time to comfort him.
"Thank you, Cheol." He thanked the man in front of him.
Seungcheol just smiled in return. "I'll get going now. I'm going at Jihoon's. Wanna come?" Seungcheol suggested.
"Nope. Thanks anyways. Take care."
"Bye."
As Seungcheol left the room, Jeonghan started to tear up. Tearing up turned to cries, cries turned to sobs. He was screaming already. "W-why, Jisoo? I-i can't do this alone. Please wake up! Please!" He was shaking Jisoo violently now.
Luckily, Seungcheol came back because he left his phone. "JEONGHAN STOP! WHAT ARE YOU DOING?" He held back Jeonghan.
He hurriedly called Jihoon, and luckily, again, Jihoon was on his way on the hospital to visit Jisoo.
Jeonghan hugged Seungcheol out of nowhere as Jihoon entered the room. His eyes widened, jaw dropped, and nodded a few times and ran away.
Seungcheol saw his boyfriend ran away. He pushed Jeonghan slowly and told him, "Don't hurt Jisoo. I'm going now. I have to fix something." And with that Seungcheol ran.
Jeonghan looked at the mirror in the opened bathroom door. He looked at himself. He asked himself different questions. He started to hurt himself.
He called Minghao and Jun to look after Jisoo. He went home to something. He was thinking about suiciding but he stopped. Instead he just took a blade that he hasn't touch for a very long time.
He cuts himself to relieve some stress and pain in his chest. Ever since Jisoo has been diagnosed as a cancer patient, the pain never faded and stayed there. So he cuts himself to relieve stress.
He held the cold blade in his hand, and started to wound his wrist which started to bleed. It was deeper than any other cuts he made months ago. Too deep. He did another one again, also deep. He did 8 deep cuts.
His vision started to blur. His head started to spin. He dropped the blade and fell unto the foor. His body just weakened but his eyes is still open. He did not faint. He tried to stand up, but his body is fighting with his brain.
His brain is saying to get up, but his body won't cooperate. Unluckily, when he tried to grab the blade, it fell unto his his stomach, which lead him to lose consciousness.
His bad luck is on his way, because no one is home. —
