"That's not true." Someone spoke behind him, voice shaky.
He can't move. He can't believe his ears at that moment. He thinks his ears are just playing with him because he's in a bad condition at this moment.
Jihoon pushed Jeonghan to Jisoo and whispered to him, "If you break his heart, I'll break your ass. With my own guitar. Get that?"
"I know. I know. Don't hurt my bestfriend, too. Okay?" Jeonghan warned Jihoon.
Jeonghan looked back at everybody behind him, they all smiled at him. And he smiled back.
He took in deep breathes and made Jisoo face him.
Jisoo's mouth dropped, and eyes wide.
"That's not true because I love you." And with that, Jeonghan pressed his lips to Jisoo's.
Jisoo was in shock for a few seconds, but gave in.
All of their friends cheered behind them.
They broke their kiss to get some aie.
He lost consciousness, not because of the kiss. But because of the pleasure he felt.
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Jeonghan slept as he held his loved one's hand, beside his bed.Jisoo opened his eyes in a familiar place, but a different feeling. He felt love for the very first time.
His heart fluttered as he saw the person beside him.
He cleared his throat and woke up Jeonghan.
"Your awake!" He said happily.
"Mind if you explain?" Jisoo asked.
"Well... I know you never got your memories back, but I'll help you and tell you everything. I'm Yoon Jeonghan. I'm your childhood bestfriend. We're friends since we're a baby to be honest since your parents and mine are friends for a long time. We do everything together. Since you're an only child, I often stay at your home. And when I knew you had a cancer, I didn't know what to do. I wanted to protect you whenver I can. I want to be by your side all the time. And when the accident happened, I almost killed myself. I cried for months. You didn't woke up for 6 months. Your mom never told you that, right? Your mom never told you about me. Because I told her that I'll leave you alone and the day will come that I'll be back. She agreed. I also told her not to talk about me. That I'm nothing. I also told her that... you're bisexual. I expect her to slap me or what... but she just said, thank you. She thanked me because I let you show your true colors. She wanted you to be the most honest. But years after, we met again. You were once my group mate, I always ignored you, but I'm always watching after you." He explained.
"Wow." was the only word Jisoo could say.
Jeonghan smiled at him and kissed his forehead.
"I loved you and I always did." Jeonghan said.
"I can't believe it." Jisoo spoke.
"Do you know why I always stayed at the school grounds?" Jeonghan asked.
"No.."
"I know you're having difficulties inside the school. Because you can't breathe. So I always stayed outside, so I can watch over you. I know that you thought you're the stalker, but you're not. I am." Jeonghan said.
"But, I want you to love someone else, Jeonghan. I want you to love someone who can protect you. Someone who can be with you until you grow old. Like Seungcheol." Jisoo.
"Shh now Jisoo. You're more than enough for me. You're the best. And I know you'll fight. You'll fight because you can. You'll fight because you're fighting for someone. Not just me, but everybody aroud you. And I love you. I know you'll fight until the end. And I know you won't leave me." He then pecked Jisoo's lips.
Jisoo sat on his bed, and let Jeonghan sit beside him. "We'll fight." Jisoo decided.
Jeonghan took him in his arms and kissed him on the forehead. "I love you."
"Oh and Seungcheol's dating someone else."
"What? Who?" Jisoo asked, shocked.
"One of your friends."
"WHAT??"
"Yeah."
"Who?!"
"Shh. Sleep now." Jeonghan shushed him.
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love letter ; jihan
FanfictionIn where lung cancer patient, Jisoo writes his love letters for his secret crush, Yoon Jeonghan. 180330 - 190407