"J-jisoo?"
He couldn't believe his eyes. Is he really seeing jisoo or he's just hallucinating. Some things aren't real for him. Well, that's what he felt. Because seungcheol and jihoon told him that he's already dead.
Jeonghan tried to stand up, but failed. But he tried until he succeeded. He was still sobbing.
But when he succeeded to stand up, he failed to stay awake. Yes, he fainted.
After 20 minutes...
He opened his eyes, still inside the karaoke room, but he felt that he's lying down. Everybody was looking at him, except for jisoo, who was on his phone typing very fast.
He sat down. "Seungcheol. I wanna have a word with you. Come out." Jeonghan spoke with his low and serious voice. He slammed the door as he came out
Seokmin was about to ask him if he can manage to stand..
But they all know that when he speaks like that, he's angry. Not just angry, very very angry. Jeonghan can be that guy who cannot even kill an ant, but can also be that guy who can kill an elephant.
Seuncheol stood up, slowly. Not knowing what to do. Should he talk with jeonghan or not? What will he respond? What will he do? Jeonghan gets mad rarely.
And when he does, it's very dangerous because it'll last for months. All of them kept quiet.
Seuncheol saw him, hands on his waist, and a frowning face.
"Why the fuck did you lie to me?" He started.
"L-let me explain, jeong—"
"You didn't just lie to me but also played with my feelings. You don't have any idea how hard it is to be away with jisoo. You have no idea how much i missed him. And yet you lied to me that he's dead?! Death isn't a joke!" Jeonghan screamed with his very sharp eyes.
"I just did what jisoo told me to. Didn't you do that to him before too? It's because he wants you to feel his pain. It hurt him so much when he woke up, and you weren't there. He just woke up, he already wants to kill himself because you left him. He asked himself a thousand times, what did he do? Isn't he enough? What did he do for you to leave him?" Seuncheol is now the one who's glaring at him.
"And you never told him the reason even if I told you so? I told you to tell him that i worked for our future! I can't just cry beside him 24/7 and do nothing! I should work for our future! I told you to tell him the reason! My goodness choi seungcheol, don't tell me you forgot! Don't tell me that you got carried away or i'll fucking kill you for real." Jeonghan is now gritting his teeth.
"You guys arguing because of me?" Jisoo spoke from the door with his body attached on the wall and arms crossed.
"Just a sec jisoo." Seuncheol answered.
Seuncheol was about to drag jeonghan somewhere else but jisoo stopped them. "Come on guys, go ahead. Argue. No one will leave. Argue right here. In front of me What's wrong if you argue about me while i'm here? We argue all the time before and no one leaves, right? Oh wait, SOMEBODY ALREADY DID!" Jisoo said and laughed.
Seuncheol started to speak, "i'm sorry, jeonghan. That's what i forgot. I forgot to tell him that you left for your future."
"Oh come on, jeonghan. You can work for our future after i wake up, right? But why did you left before i open my eyes and tell you that I, succeeded my promise? My promise to wake up and be strong. You hate me that much?" Jisoo spoke harshly.
He literally changed when he knew that jeonghan left without a reason.
"No! It's not like that. I just want you to live in luxury when you open your eyes! You're the only one in my life. And i'd do anything for you!" Jeonghan explained.
"That's pure bullshit, yoon jeonghan. You know i love you with all my heart. You know my efforts for you. Bet you can't just see it. How sad." Jisoo said in a sarcastic tone.
"B—"
"We're done for tonight, yoon jeonghan, choi seungcheol. I don't wanna ruin my mood just because of your argument. Not my problem." He raised both of his arms and entered the room again.
Jeonghan and seungcheol apologized to each other and entered the room again. But...
They were shocked when they entered the room. He was flirting with the sweating waitress. He was lip biting at her, and looking at her seductively.
Seungcheol looked confused but jeonghan looked disgusted and hurt. Looking at the love of his life, flirting at a complete stranger was a total turn off.
"I— uh— i—" the waitress kept on stuttering and kept on swallowing her words. She can't even compose a statement. The waitress was indeed trained. But stutters whenever a customer flirts with her, and when there's a handsome man before her.
But jeonghan won't lie that she's definitely pretty. She has the shape too.
She was about to speak again but was stopped since her name was being called by the manager.
"Seulgi! Get your ass here this instant!" His boss screamed.
She bowed and apologized for her actions and left. After she closed the door, jisoo laughed so hard that his lungs would fall off.
They all looked at him, confused.
"She fell for it! Oh my gosh, anyone would fall for my appearance. I indeed am charming. Aren't i correct, mr. yoon?" After he laughed he looked at jeonghan in the eye for straight 5 seconds. Until jeonghan looked away and just drank his drink.
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This was a flop i apologize. And it's kinda long. Anyway, here's an update. Like always, please don't forget to vote and comment! :>-e
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love letter ; jihan
FanfictionIn where lung cancer patient, Jisoo writes his love letters for his secret crush, Yoon Jeonghan. 180330 - 190407