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Jisoo and the others were sitting in the waiting area. He'd do anything just to make his loved one live. Anything. Thinking positively, he thought, maybe, its just a trial for their relationship. MAYBE.
Once Jae left jeonghan's room, all of them stood from their seats.
"We have to perform a surgery for Mr. Yoon as soon as possible. If not, you might lose your friend. I'm sorry for that bad news." And with that, jae left.
Lucas started to panic and spoke inaudible words. He's also screaming nonstop.
"Lucas, calm down! Why are you overreacting? Your reactions are worse than jisoo's. Besides, you just knew him recently." Jungwoo asked, trying to calm him down.
"Wait-- what did the doctor said? It didn't make sense so I thought its something really really serious..."
"Really, lucas? Really?" Taeyong stared at him wanting to throw his shoe at him, luckily, jaehyun and ten stopped him.
Jisoo started crying, not knowing what to do. Its like he forgot that he studied medicine. Jae said that jisoo shouldn't perform the surgery because jisoo might panic. Jisoo begged jae, but jae insisted not to.
"What am I going to do now? I'm scared... I-- I--"
"Shh." Seungcheol rubbed jisoo's back and let him cry all day and night. He knows how painful that is.
Jisoo thought of jeonghan's situation back then. He felt guilty, remembering his stupid decisions.
-- The Operation Day
Jisoo was just standing inside jeonghan's room and staring at him with a broken heart and shaky feet. Without noticing and caring, he just fell on the floor.
He came early as usual. The others are still on their way, but he came early because he wanted to see jeonghan on his own. He wanted to tell him something.
Jisoo collected all of his strength to get up and sat beside him.
But before he even opened his lips to speak, tears started flowing. He was panicking and started thinking about things that could happen. Negative things that could happen.
He was sick worried about his loved one. If anybody would be in jisoo's shoes, they would feel the same. Its not easy to lose a loved one.
"I couldn't stay long. I might get caught. I know that I shouldn't be doing this. Its just making the situation worse. I know you'd say those. Jeonghan what happened? I thought... I thought I'm going to be the last one to be stabbed by those surgical instruments? Maybe... Maybe jae was right. I shouldn't operate you. Because I'll just get nervous. I'm really nervous now, how more if I'd be the one to operate you? What would happen? I'd just kill you. I'm sorry for lacking. I lacked love for you. I didn't give enough. I thought if I distanced myself from you, It would be better. But I guess it wasn't. This won't be long, hannie. I-I'm sure you'll be okay in no time... I believe in you. You're strong. Don't give up. Don't give us up. Lets take this relationship to the next level. But I can't do that on my own. Fight for us, hannie. Please--" jisoo couldn't continue his words because someone stopped him from doing so.
"That's enough, jeonghan. Its time." Jisoo felt a hand in his shoulder. By just feeling the weight of that person, he already knows who that person is. Jae
"Come on, jisoo. Stop crying. You know jeonghan wouldn't like it if you kept on crying. He hates to see you getting hurt." Seungcheol also said.
Jisoo didn't realize that most of them are inside the room. He was flustered, because all of them heard his drama.
"S-since when did you a-a-arrive?" Jisoo asked between his sobs.
"Oh, just now. Don't worry, we didn't here much. We just heard that you lacked love for jeonghan." Seungcheol tried to raise the mood. He didn't want jeonghan's operation day to be filled with tears. He wanted it to be filled with hopes and a little spark of laughter.
"W-what? Wh-wh--"
"Calm down, jisoo. Its no big deal. Just tell jeonghan you love him already so we could start with the operation. Jae is getting impatient. As if he'd do everything by himself." Brian said and glared at jae.
"W-WHY WOULD I DO THAT IN FRONT OF EVERYBODY?" Jisoo said, panicking.
"Why? Are you ashamed of your love for jeonghan?"
"I thought you lacked loved for him?"
"Its your chance to make it up to him!"
"Make him feel loved even in his deep sleep!"
Seungcheol, jihoon, minghao and wonwoo bombarded jisoo which made jisoo speechless.
"OKAY! OKAY. I'd do it. Only if you leave me alone with him--"
"There's no time for that! There are a lot of us in here! How could we possibly leave the room in a blink of an eye? Just do it already! Both of you have been flirting (and almost fucked) in front of us most of the time in the past! Why is saying I love you to him very difficult for you?" Seungkwan added.
"Fine, fine."
Jisoo turned around to face jeonghan. He held jeonghan's hand tightly and kissed it. "I love you, jeonghan. I love you today, tomorrow and forever. I'd love nobody else, but you."
All of them cheered loudly like there'll be no operation. "Okay, fun time is over, kids." Jae finally said and took jeonghan away from them.
After they took jeonghan, the loud and happy beans inside his room are now looking on the floor and sighing alternately. They couldn't stop walking around or looking side by side or on the ceiling. They were dead worried.
Jisoo just sat there, looking on the floor, tears won't stop flowing from his eyes. Heavy breaths left his mouth and loud heartbeats are heard. He was shaking violently on his seat, and eventually he...
-- You'll know on the next chapter. Lmfao im sorry. Oh and have yall heard hug? Its such a fucking bop?! Thats all goodbye lol
