As hansol and seungkwan ran away, jeonghan can't stop to worry about his love one. Jeonghan looked at jisoo and sighed. He looked at him with fear and concern.
"Jisoo. Why aren't you waking up? It has been months. I miss you so much. You're making me desperate everyday. Do you have any idea how much i miss you, though? If i would cut myself until you wake up, i will! Please jisoo. Wake up. Please consider my feelings. I can't just cry everyday. I can't just abuse myself." jeonghan just sighed and looked at the dead-looking man in front of him.
"You're not leaving me, aren't you?"
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"HEY YOU LITTLE BITCH GET BACK HERE BEFORE I RIP YOUR SKIN OUTTA YOUR DISGUSTING FACE." Seungkwan's screams echoed by the hallway. The nurses and patients looked at the three young people running."You won't stop.... me."she stopped on her tracks when big foot stood in front of her, mingyu.
"Hey, hansol and seungkwan. What's happening? Why are you sweating?"
"She's hi-hiding— *breathes* some-some-thing *breathes*" seungkwan tried to speak clearly but failed since he ran.
Hansol gave him some water, because they're in front of jeonghan's room.
"Thanks babe." Then he drank the water swiftly.
"Uhm, danica? danica right?" Seungkwan asked to the nearest nurse to them.
"You really can't memorize my name seungkwan-ah. It's daniella." The american nurse answered and chuckled.
"Oh sorry. Oh uhm, can you check this syringe for me please?" He then snatched the syringe harshly from siyeon.
"Oh sure thing. Hand it to me." Daniella spoke while smiling at seungkwan.
"Oh my goodness, seungkwan. Is she trying to kill someone?" Daniella asked, in fear.
"Wha—" seungkwan then glared at siyeon, who cannot move at the moment because mingyu held her with full force.
Seungkwan walked towards her, slowly and slapped her right cheek with all his strength. "That's for almost killing jisoo." And then slapped her left cheek with all his strength, again. "And that's for lying to jeonghan you piece of shit—" seungkwan was about to slap her again and pull her hair but hansol held him.
"What the hell hansol get off of me! Let me go! Ugh! Let me just kill this bitch right here oh my go—" he was cut off by hansol's lips.
"Will you shut your mouth now?" Hansol asked, smirking to seungkwan.
"I— i— n— i—" seungkwan tried to speak and stand straight, but failed since hansol's kisses make him fall on the floor.
"I will now." He answered clearly.
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"I know what siyeon is trying to do, jisoo. She's trying to do something to you to take revenge because you liked me and not her. It wasn't your fault that you have feelings for me. It was mine. Remember when we're still kids? I always know when siyeon's lying. Anyone could identify when siyeon is lying. When she stutters, when her hand and voice shakes, and lick her lips repeatedly." he caressed jisoo's face."Jisoo. You know how much i love you right? You might now remember everything we did together, but all of those memories were amazing. Even if we argued. Do you know that every part of you is beautiful? From head to toe, you are amazing. I sure did have a lot wrong decisions in my life, but loving you and picking you were the best decisions I've ever made. You were always there by my side. I'm sorry if i chose to distance myself to you than looking after you. I was just scared that i might be the reason of your death. Everytime i look at you, all i see is love. You may not remember me, but you remember how you loved me and how i loved you. I know that you always follow me in disguise you don't have to tell me, because i know the feeling of your presence. I know everything. Si please jisoo, fight for me and don't leave me. I can't do this without you. You've been there for me since we were children. I can't go on without you. I beg you, jisoo. With all my heart please fight." After jeonghan spoke, he saw jisoo cry. He feared the sight for a second but wiped his tears after.
"You really can hear me."
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