love letter ; jihan

uHm,,,

so okay... my friends told me i've been rude these days and i've been saying things that hurt their feelings. uh, and i guess that made me stop writing for a while.

Not because i was hurt or anything, but because i wanna collect myself first and check if something's wrong with me. So i don't know how depression works... but uhh... i went for a check up and the psychiatrist said i have fucking depression.

Like what the fuck? So, he gave me some tests and after those shit he said i have fucking depression.

I thought about what made me depressed????

My friends told me i've been rude, deadly quiet and stopped eating.

And i've been hurting myself just like what i write on my draft stories. So i go to my classes with a bleeding arm.

I'm sorry you had to see this, but i may not update. Sorry.

- h.