Trigger warning for skinny little boy talking about how people leave him and are shit to him and stuff when he knows it's what he deserves really
Isn't it fucked up, how people just wake up one day and decide they don't want you anymore. And decides they won't just leave you completely, they'll smile at you when you walk past, and they'll nod at you and lend you pens in class. But at the same time, there's a reason, but you don't know why they make that reason tear you apart. And how they can't see, or they don't care that it hurts you too. They don't just leave you hanging, they taunt you, acting like nothing happened and this is the way it's always been, like you never meant shit to them, and what's the worst is how they make it all look so easy. Isn't that fucked up?
