Trigger warning: me talking about how I broke my clean
Today would have been my fifth day clean. But nope, I fucked it up for no reason. I just saw a triggering video on YouTube and I watched it, which was stupid, why the fuck did I watch it? Anyway it was about showing self harm scars in public, doesn't matter. Just thought I'd let you know that I'm a huge failure and that this is going to be harder than I thought. Especially if I keep being a sensitive little shit who gets triggered by the tiniest things. I fought it when I was in such a bad state of depression, and right now.. I'm perfectly ok. So why the fuck did I do it?
