°⊙Ryan's Shitty Excuse Of A Life⊙°

I mean I don't know

Sad I guess.

'Are you happy?' Is SUCH a hard question to answer.
I mean, I usually say yes, because I have a few friends, I laugh and smile when I'm with them. When I go out, I often enjoy myself.
But some nights when I'm alone. I find myself crying my lungs dry or distracting myself with books and writing. I'm convinced nobody likes me or nobody will for long. I feel horrible and I then question if I was ever actually happy.