I love jake so much

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Trigger warning though it's mostly positive, I mention self harm and depression but idk

Batman: I really want to feel something
Batman: But I can't I'm so heavy and tired ugh
Jake: What do you want to feel
Batman: Depression just hit me today at about midday like bam
Batman: I don't know
Batman: Fucking something
Batman: Getting the urge again now
Batman: But I've been doing.so.well
Jake: Just keep thinking about how well you have been doing
Jake: Please don't do it
Batman: Why should it even matter
Batman: I don't have the energy to care anymore
Jake: If you don't have the energy I do
Jake: I care about you so much
Jake: I'm always going to be here no matter what
Batman: Everybody says that
Jake: Well unlike other people I mean it
Batman: Nobody ever meant it though because she's gone and she hates me
Jake: I mean it and I always will
Jake: I won't leave you
Batman: Do.you promise
Jake: Of course I do I promise till the day I die that I will always be here and look after you
Batman: Okay. Even when you get busy and have new better friends?
Jake: To comfort you
Jake: I don't need new friends I've got you and even when I get so busy im going to collapse I will be here
Batman: But you're gonna make them
Batman: And you'll probably forget about me when you do
Jake: I won't
Jake: I promise
Jake: I swear on river styx that I won't forget about you
Jake: Please I don't want you to hurt yourself
Batman: I won't, I won't
Batman: Not tonight
Jake: You are one of the only friends I've ever had who understands me so I will not forget about you or leave you I would never do something intentionally to hurt you. That's not me, if you need me i will be there
I will fight your fights
I will be your shoulder to cry on
When you forget how much you mean to me I will remind you
I will help in anyway I can
I promise you that
Batman: Damn I wish we lived closer to eachother
Batman: Wouldn't that be the best?
Jake: It would
Jake: Just please remember you are not alone in this world I'm here to stay
Batman: Okay
Batman: Thank yiu4
Batman: You
Batman: Everything you've said is the same for me
Batman: To you
Jake: I know what it's like to feel alone even when your friends are around you so I will do my absolute hardest to make sure you don't feel the same
Batman: I do feel like that. It's worth a try though.
Jake: I honestly feel like you are a brother to me and I don't want to lose you
Jake: I will try harder then
Batman: I feel the same for you to be honest
Batman: I feel really protected in a weird way
Jake: I'm always gonna protect you
Jake: To my last breath
Jake: Even if I have to go through tartarus and back
Batman: You're so nice jake
Batman: You and Riley and jamie
Batman: You're just so nice
Jake: It's not in my nature to be mean

Im so lucky
Basically
I just got hit with these voices creeping up on me
Telling me how little I'm worth
And how much everyone hates me
I'm lucky
He answered instantly
I'm still clean

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