Trigger warning, me being depressed, conflicted, and talking about self harm
I want to tell jake or jamie.
I also want them to think I'm getting better.
I was getting better. I was getting so much better.
But I can't. I don't know why, but I can't. It just hurts to tell them I failed.. again. I can't do this. Fucking hell. Why did I do it
Why did I do it
Why did I do it
Why did I do it